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Monday, November 24, 2008

Life is seriously becoming shorter and shorter for me now...

Practically with only 2 hours or less of sleep per day, I kinda find it a miracle to see how much I can push myself...

There are just too many things to be done but too little time..



TPOH for the 2nd year running, its time to whack...



On a brighter note, lemmi cheer myself up with a cheer...


B IS FOR BUSY
LIMBEI KAM puA BUSY!!!

so if you wanna lead a cheer lets shout BUSY!

1 day 24 hours not enough.. WOO
1 day 48 hours just enough.. WOO!!!






ps: please ignore all craziness due to the above individual suffering from a severe case of deprivation of sleep....

Mesmerized within time...
10:16 PM


Friday, November 21, 2008



Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

Mesmerized within time...
12:35 AM


Saturday, November 08, 2008

The typical saggitarian is always seeking to be as sociable as it can be. Yet, it always desires to go solo at the end of the day. The never ending giving spirit would always make it vulnerable to the self centered world that it is today. Despite all of that and everything that surrounds it, the Saggitarian would always be the object of envy given its endless energy and desire to achieve its wants. A materialistic animal in its own right, the saggitarian is blessed with the luck of Jupiter while sacrificing the social joys of Venus. The only thing that could probably make it fall is through its foolish selfless actions and through an impactful individual. Strong and flirtatious that it is, the true object of desire of Saggitarians is not merely limited to accomplishments and experiences, but also to the affectionate attachment to a Leo companion which fully understands its actions and probably the only other constellation which could comprehend his/her behavior. Others would just merely be baffled otherwise.

You are blessed with the abilities and luck to forge ahead and move on faster than anyone else. However, how happy could you be without that special someone to enjoy it with? Unfortunately, it is always a daunting task to find that special companion whom you could be faithful and devoted to.


Just something I got off a website.... But I feel that it is freakishly true...

Mesmerized within time...
12:48 AM


Sunday, November 02, 2008

On my fucking top 10 to do list...

1) fucking work like a dog...
2) fucking do my projs...
3) fucking study for exams...
4) fucking buy the fucking miele guide
5) fucking lose weight...
6) fucking eat more..
7) fucking sleep more...
8) fucking TAN
9) fucking talk like gordon fucking ramsay...
10) fucking not be so GAY!




MS: 1*****) FUCKING BUY AND TIO TOTO!!!!!!!


PS: to all: I understand all of you are sweet and do care... and i sincerely appreciate that... thanks a lot!

but i will still fucking buy toto and YOU CANT STOP MEEEE!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!


PPS: the last entry is not really an emo entry... *unless you consider not tio-ing toto emo... =D

but thanks guys!



Do you smell what Markiess is cooking....
-> Fucking roasted chicken thigh with a fucking mushroom ragout and fucking sauteed xiao bai chai...

Mesmerized within time...
1:46 PM



1. Your someone needs you at 3am would you go?
When they fucking need me...

2. When was the last time you wanted to scream?
when i fucking thought i tio toto jackpot...

3. What was the last thing you cried about?
Clifton...

4. Who did you hang out with last?
Mel, Ken, Steph, jh, jas, don

5.What are your plans for the weekend?
sellass@katonglaksa.com

6. How many hours did you sleep last night?
fucking 5..?

7.Have you ever cried while in the shower?
nope... but i fell down at least 5 fucking times before...

8. Could you go a day without eating?
fucking YES

9. What music you listening right now?
fucking Olivia Ong's Fly me to the fucking moon...

10. Is there someone you want to fight?
Fucking make love, not fucking war!

11. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
this is a fucking secret...

12. Do you believe in true love?
its fucking complicated...

13. When was the last time you were disappointed?
fucking secret..

13. Do you miss your past?
FUCKING YES!

14. What are you doing tonight?
only god knows...

15. Do you think your ex still likes you?
FUCKING NO!

16. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
everyone fucking has lovers and haters.... NIGGA!!!

17. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
sth long.... a fucking banana..

18. Do you believe ex's can be friends?
why fucking not?

19. Which of your friends do you argue with the most?
I need to be fucking politically correct about this so i fucking keep my fucking comments to myself...

20. Ever kissed someone that smoked?
fucking yes...

21. Ever liked two faced people?
they are the fucking natural fucked up fuckers...

22. Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
fucking YES BITCH!

23. What are you excited about?
fucking ORD!

24. Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
fucking yes...

25. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
not fucking really...

26. What’s your favorite season?
fucking autumn....

27. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call, but never do?
some fucking times...

28. What's the connection between you and the last person you talked to?
friends la...

29. Do you check your phone every hour?
not fucking really...

30. Do you like texting?
I prefer fucking phone calls... cause i am a lil fucking lazy to text...

31. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
just fucking talk about it la...

32. Anything depressing within the last month?
fucking yes, never tio toto...

33. Is there anyone that means a lot to you?
FUCKING YES~!!!!

34. When is the last time you got really frustrated?
fucking forgot...

35. Jeans or shorts?
fucking boxers...

36. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
why do i fucking care when i am the fucking same?

37. In the past week have you felt sad?
not fucking really...

38. Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep each night?
fucking rarely..

39. How was your summer holidays?
fucking sucks cause i do not fucking have hols!

40. What time did you wake up this morning?
fucking 1pm...

41. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
fucking forward one week...

42. Bad thing you said today?
fuck x 3857429574289574985 times...

43. Have you ever been hurt so bad,and thought,moving on would be fast for you cos of what happen?
fucking yes....

44. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
fucking HELL YEAH!!!!!!

damn i am fucking fucked u with all the fuck i have said today... FUCK!! =D

Mesmerized within time...
5:53 AM