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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Picture of the Post!




Life is always beautiful in its simplest form... So why complicate it?


- A random ah pek trying to be artistic and "hip" as he attempts to comment on the above picture...



Being simple is a bliss... Being ignorant isn't... I seriously miss how easy it is to have fun in the past as compared to now... Probably too much has changed...


- Markiess on simplicity..



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THe clubbing Fiesta!


Well, went initially wif MAG to velvet initially on that Friday... THEN RIGHT!!! KNS! JASMINE AND JOSEFYN WERE BEHIND ME!!!! LOL!!! Like machiam 2 lifetime never see each other le sia.. ALL damn high... LOL!!!

Went again with them plus alan and fiona after our Satsuma food review...

Let the pictures do the talking.. LOL!!!


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Mini Update done! The most fun clubbing session ever... HAHA!


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OLD SCHOOL VIDEO OF THE POST!


OMG THESE SONGS ARE LIKE SO HOT WHEN I WAS STILL LEARNING HOW TO CRAWL!!!!!!


THERESA TENG - WO ZHI ZAI HU NI!




George Lam & Sally Yeh - Xuan Zhe




George Lam & Sally Yeh - Ming Ming Bai Bai Wo De Xin




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Random Questions...

Got this from Mag's BLOG!

001. Real name: Lim Yu Fong, Mark
002. Nicknames: MARKIESSS!!!!
003. Status: It's Complicated...
004. Zodiac sign: Saggitarius
005. Male or female: Male!
006. Age: 20
007. Birthday: 16 Dec 1987
008. Course: Wah biang... i gt so many type of courses leh... want which one... HTM!!!!
009. Residence: Hougang!!
010. Hair color: black
011. Long or short hair: SHORT! DAMMIT!
012. Smoke: See my mood..
013. Drink: Yes
014. Available: It's Complicated..
015. Are you a health freak: Well if you feel that having vegetables for every meal is, then I AM!
016. Height: 1.78
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Well, Its seriously complicated...
018. Do you like yourself: I hope so... LOL!
019. Piercing: Ears.
020. Righty or lefty: LEFT!
021. Tattoos: SOON!
022. First surgery: 4 years old...
023. First piercing: Earlobe at 16..
024. First bestfriend/s: Karen.. LOL!
025. First award: Piano Grade 1..
027. First pet: GOLDFISH!
028. First vacation: Shinagawa, Japan...
029. First date: It depends on how you define that.. LOL!
030. First crush: PRI 6!! HUI FANG! LOL!!!
049. Eating as of now: KINDER BUENO!
050. Drinking as of now : Strawberry milk...
052. I'm about to: go pang sai!
053. Listening to: Jay Sean - Maybe!
054. Food: Modern European with VEGGIES!
055. Drink/s: GREEN TEA AND SOYA/STRAWBERRY MILK!
056. Color/s: Black and White...
057. Number/s: For toto issit?? wah lau.. i wanna know myself man...
058. Want kids: YES! then i can die earlier.. LOL!!!
059. Want to get married: At some stage of my life, yes...
060. Careers in mind: Pico, Events Management.. But its all to early to say...
WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
070. Shorter or talller: Depends on that person...
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic..
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice FACIAL FEATURES! =D
074. Sensitive or loud: Either is fine... Depending on that individual...
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship for now... I old le...
077 . Trouble maker or hesitant: Depends on the occasion..
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger: When I was drunk, Yes...
079. Drank bubbles: NOPE!
080. Lost glasses/contacts: YES!
081. Ran away from home: YES!
082. Liked someone younger: Yea...
083. Older: Yea...
084. Broken someones heart: Yea...
085. Been arrested: Nope
086. Turned someone down: Yea....
087. Cried when someone died: Yea... Guess I am not completely heartless after all...
088. Liked a friend: Never for those whom are important to me...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself: Yea.. You can only depend on yourself to succeed...
090. Miracles: Its always a hope...
091. Love at first sight: Never..
092. Heaven: We all have a place for our faiths...
093. Santa claus: Used to.. LOL!
094. Sex on the first date: Nah.... Keep it PG... LOL!
095. the more you hate, the more you love: It all depends...
096. Angels: Its always a hope... and wish...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to
be with you right now?: Yea... But its kinda impossible...
098. Had more than one
boyfriend/girlfriend at a
time?: We will never ever know....
099. Do you believe in God?: Yes
100. Repost this as "100 facts about yourself" And Tag at Least 5 people.


TO: Anyone who wanna whack this! LOL!!!!


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HOROSCOPE!

The Bottom Line

It's a day you can spin to your advantage if you treat every grouch with a smile.

In Detail

This is a day you can spin to your advantage, if you just treat every situation with a smile. That grouchy person who tries to steal your parking space, the overbearing boss who spends more time breathing down your neck than doing their own job, the roommate who never cleans up their messes -- whoever the thorn in your side is, today, you should try to kill them with kindness. Believe it or not, your goodwill will help you retain your good mood. So smile!

Mesmerized within time...
9:43 PM



Randomly Taken Pictures..

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This was when the IR was still not talked about yet.... So you can guess how old this is...



Picture from the Past...

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ME AND MAG!!! Ok damn old sch pls... taken damn randomly 2 years ago at Airport while studying with Avanna.. LOL!



The Living RooM!!


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No more pics cause I was busy dancing at a game away... AS USUAL!!!!!

As as stunning as it is always be.. Our former lecturer WARREN KOK WAS THERE ALSO!!!!!! He is now into the Spa and Therapy Business now... WOOT!!!!




MORE UPDATES TOMORROW!!!! Cause I wanna eat the Legendary McDONALDS APPLE PIE!!!!



*sings along to the song, Cause you're sweeter than apple pie... HAHA!!! -_-""


Its gonna be the gym tmr... I NEED TO GAIN WEIGHT DAMMIT!


HOROSCOPE!!

Friendster Horoscope for July 31, 2008


Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)[?]


The Bottom Line

A growth spurt is coming in your personal life -- you can expect some growing pains.

In Detail

If you are in a romantic relationship right now, expect things to change dramatically soon -- the growth spurt that you were hoping for is coming, and it's coming soon. You two are about to shoot ahead a little bit faster than you imagined, so be ready for the shock. If you are not in a romantic relationship, you'll be finding more joy than ever in your independent status -- especially when a feuding couple you know reminds you how lucky you are to be single.



I AM BACK INTO MY OLD BELIEF LE!!!! I am only now anticipating the one which will say I should buy lottery... =D



Words that cant go outta my head...

Dreamt of that someone for 3 nights in a row... I seriously don't know what it kinda represents....




And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That you're stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All in My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said



Even till today, I am still in doubt... Despite all the words I have said...

Mesmerized within time...
12:20 AM


Sunday, July 27, 2008





Went clubbing with Mag, her friends and Fiona... LOL!!!! A picture really describes a thousand words.. lalalaaas.....


SO MANY PICS YET TO POST!!! SHIT MAN!



and yea, I kinda caught this up on facebook... =/ Well, its seriously damn true...


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying

Mesmerized within time...
11:58 PM





The sky is gloomy once again... I really so wanna move on but I can't...


- Markiess on the dejected self he has been for the past week...


This shall be the landmark 300th post...

Lotsa ppl will treat such posts with great pleasure and happiness. However, I will face it with depression and despair...

The main question I will ask myself is...

What Have I been doing in my life?



Well, the answer it to simply, waste it all.... Fuck me pls.... Suicide is sometimes always in my mind...

But somehow, my heartlessness simply demands me to be strong and work and work and work, earning so much money as I have done in the past.... Probably, my heartless self is always the strongest part of me... But I seriously do want my selfless compassionate side to really love again....

Seriously... I am damn wasted and traumatized now.... Please tell me its not because of that person..... I have offended one of my best friends and got so fucking wasted just because of that certain reason....



Song of the post!

But what could be better than hearing your fave 2 songs mixed into 1... =]



This is Jay Sean's Maybe mixed with Ne-Yo's Because of you lyrics... =]



On the bright side

Its always nice to hear that you will still have a confirmed place for jobs regardless what and what type of big projs and accounts are going to be handed to you...

Mesmerized within time...
5:56 AM


Monday, July 21, 2008




With summer's raucous noises, a simple dream seen in spring has turned into a simple heartbreak. The melancholy autumn wind speaks quietly of its meaning... Your heart's true self...


- Markiess on the above picture...


How true...



Owed photo updates!!

OMG! When will I have time to finally post up:

- FULL pics of Marriott Hotel Event with HTMers + Fiona
- Phuture session (Fri + Sat)
- Satsuma @ Sat
- Dinner with Boon and Jas and Josefyn!
- AMAZING RACE!
- JOGGING + RUNNING with Josefyn and Jasmine


Crazy over this song..

Oh dang! I am like totally crazy over this tune right now.. It totally has the early 2000's familiar R&B Grooves which I totally dig.. But take a look at the lyrics... They are....

Well, I've always had something for songs that speaks out my emotions...


Jay Sean - Maybe


Beep Beep On It Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

It Aint Right We Get Messages Twice Twice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Now That I Wouldve Waited One Day

And Maybe Its True Im Stuck Up On You
Maybe In A While You'll Be Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Its All, Its All In My Head
Maybe We'll Await On Words We Both Hadnt Said

I Always Connected Online
Watching My Space All The Time
Hoping That You've Checked My Profile

It Aint Right We Get Messages Twice Twice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Now That I Wouldve Waited One Day

And Maybe Its True Im Stuck Up On You
Maybe In A While You'll Be Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Its All, Its All In My Head
Maybe We'll Await On Words We Both Hadnt Said

Mesmerized within time...
1:00 AM


Saturday, July 12, 2008

I have learnt quite a lot of stuffs during the past year... I have seriously changed for the better as for today.. Its up to all to believe it or not... I do realize its hard to change perceptions.. However, faith in those who matters really is the key factor... All else is redundant..

Phuture tonight was awesome.. Thansk Lynette for the velvet entry! and thanks mag for the company and YES! THANKS TO JOSEFYN, WENDY, XIAO BOON AND JASMINE AND ZHISHENG (THE BEST SIBLINGS) for the POWER MEET UP! HAHA!!!! I will never regret life as long as all of them, including boon and co, HTMERS, my best sis, Serene, is around to support!! ;)



Perceptions are made... Reality is proven.. Was waiting for you.. But, if its really pointless, its alright...


LIFE IS SHORT, JUST WHACK!


I have too much aims in life for me to accomplish... Love and affectionate relationships is an obstacle and something that is blocking my way....


I understand what is necessary, and what is not... I am ready to ignore all others....





Everything that we encounter is a blessing in disguise...

Its only how we interpret it....





I will never stop my generosity towards friends.. As in only to those who really matter..



I am not sure to why i teared to this song but....




S.H.E's Ai wo de zi ge..



LOL! and i remembered myself and wenli gt into the papers for supporting them... LOL!






Moving On


Being with the carlton peeps made me so comfortable to make me go on as I have 2 years ago... For once, I have seriously smiled.. =)

Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life Oh Oh~

Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts Woo
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was

I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

Don't keep telling me these words Oh no
You don't know how much it hurts Woo
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was Wu~

I will go on without her Wu~
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song Woo
Oh yeah I know I don't know
Baby I am know I'am a foul

And I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song

This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song


With all of the memories, it is key that we hold them true.. However, bearing in mind the future, maintaining those memories with the people that relates to them will only bring them to happier steps...

Mesmerized within time...
4:49 AM


Tuesday, July 08, 2008

To God,

I've grown to lose all interest in things now... The "Fuck care" mentality is growing strongly inside of my head...
I'm seriously not sure about anything right now.. What direction things should go to.. Probably I have not received any form of motivation for striving on so hard anymore..


The mind is forever unpredictable.. It's as if its playing a mystery game even with myself... I find myself extremely baffled by some of the actions that I do.. Its really as if I lose myself to my sub conscious self and let everything inside just flow.. I've also grown to do everything and anything myself.. Not depending on anyone regardless to help me with it.. Its a trait that I have grown in the past.. It had died down but somehow, the individualistic anti-team player character has come back..


Low Blood Pressure + Low Blood Count + Underweight + so any other factors..
Probably I enjoy making myself suffer.. Somehow..


I've had a series of extremely weird and outrageous dreams which involved EVERY single one of those whom are closer to me..


...and I am destined to be single because of my indecisiveness... But seriously, do I give a Fuck about that? No.... Emotions are making me weaker right now... What's the point of saying yes to that person if I know that it will never last for more than 4 months?


So what the Fuck am I supposed to do now? I am looking up for an answer... But I don't even see a light... I seriously need some motivation before the heart turns cold and even, heartless... I really need a form of answer from someone or something... I somehow know what I want... But how sure am I??

Mark...


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For some reason, I still can't forget that stupid someone... Till now, I am still finding the stupid reason why...


I'm constantly tuning into the lyrics of Corrine May's Same Side Of The Moon... Why? Probably its because I really wanna have that stupid experience again..

I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon.

I picture you across the oceans
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
can't come between me and you

We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon


Mesmerized within time...
12:36 AM


Monday, July 07, 2008

Forget everything.. Save the Earth first!




Somehow, I believe most of us have forgotten the basic beauty of nature itself...


- Markiess on the current society which has become increasingly less aware of the amazing glow of the simple plant...


The myriad of colors just takes me away...


- Markiess on the above picture..


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Living Room..




Part 1 of the liquor consumed... 2 bottles of red wine, 1 bottle of champagne, 2 beers... Ultra good Company, HTM rocks.. Enough said...


More pictures once Fiona has uploaded them.. AND WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO DANCE FOR GAMES!!!!!



PS: LI PING AND TAT~?!?!?!?!?!?! O_O!!!!!!! j/k... =D

/me looks at Alan..

Alan says: O_O!?!?!?!?!?!


WOOT!!! Dang.. I love to create scandals.. LOL!!!


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Gleneagles with Bro..



If you thought I could eat a lot, think again.....






I EAT AS MUCH YET I DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM UNDERWEIGHT!!! SHIT!!!!


Anyways, I went over to my doc's to have another checkup on my health condition.. Well, if I really just dun care about it.. Somehow, things improve... Hmmm.... Queer...


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Music Video for the post...

This is yet another song from the person wants to FUCK YOU, AKON!!! LOL!!! OMG! PLEASE LOOK AT THE GRAND WHITE PIANO AND THE LAMBORGHINI!!!!

Akon - Clap Again...




I'm like a bird and I am so high
In my life looking at the blue sky
Can't let another day pass by
With out you and what I feel inside
Cause it's imbedded in my soul
The day I stop will be the day I turn cold
Let you know Im braking out of that whole
And let go

[course]

So I can be free
To do what means most to me
And you can look back one day and know I shared with you my gift
I hope you wouldn't think I just leave
Pack up and roll up my sleeve
Give it all up and live for nothing to take with me all I got to give

That's why
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again

[Verse 2]

So if your life is twisted and aint going right
Lets forget about it tonight
I just want to make you happy baby
Dancing and clapping
Cause we plan to be here till the morning light
Can you feel the change in your life
And it feeling like magic baby
Im the one that make it happen baby

[Course]
So you can be free
To do whats what meant to be
And you can look back one day and know I shared with you my gift
I hope you wouldn't think I just leave
Pack up and roll up my sleeve
Give it all up and live for nothing to take with me all I got to give

I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just Clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again
Clap again
Just clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again
I just want to make you clap again
Just clap again


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Multilingual Vulgarity of the post

I was like WTF when I saw this word...

oignon (noun, masculine) onion - In fact, the ass or the asshole

Note: The reason for the analogy is probably that they're all round-shaped. L'oignon is therefore the equivalent of "le cul", and, just like it, we can consider the whole or the part: "lui carrer dans l'oignon", in slang, is to shove it in her (or alternatively his) asshole.



OMG! WTF!

Mesmerized within time...
10:35 PM


Sunday, July 06, 2008

The aimless path..




So where am I heading to now? I'm lost... Somehow...

- Markiess on certain thoughts...


LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING... eh?? this is not london bridge.... DAMNNN!!!!!!

- Zhen Hui on the above picture...


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This was where it all started... LOL! Watch from the 5th minute!!!!




It then revolutionized to this...



WTF!! RAP!?!?!?!?


THEN THIS!?!?!?

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I SWEAR I ALMOST PUKED ALL OF MY MILO OUT!!!! LOL!!!



omg... Thus, the morale of the story is... RESPECT THE ELDERLY!!! THEY MORE HIP THAN US OK!!!!





On another note, CHAMPAGNE TMR!!!!!! WOOO!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
4:39 AM


Friday, July 04, 2008

Remembering the past Part 2..




How many meh meh jump over the fence??


- A random person on the above picture...



The probable reason to why I wanted to join HTM... LOL!

Just watch this clip.. I bet ya'll will remember what it was after you have seen it!!!!!




YES! It is the legendary TV series, DA JIU DIAN!!!! omg.. Just pure funny and touching at the same time!!! Dang.. I have a weakness for such shows...

Sadly, there ain't enough time to watch such lovely shows anymore... It's either that or its because Singapore CANT create such shows anymore... HAIX.... Well, thats the sad story...

I really cant wait to see a decent tv serial soon.. DANG!!!


EXAM!


Yes, this is the A levels for Ireland students... its like WTF!!!! Lets see if all can solve this paper!!!





*Hint: you need to think like an idiot...


Answers out @ next post!


Song of the post!

Omg.. this song is seriously the love... Yet another track from the 1990's!!

Thanks to Avril who sent it to me a few years back!!! Well, that sweet girl is still at Australia!!!! She's the classmate whom I would just look at..

OOPS!!!!! =X




Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS:]
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you



Dang... This song rocks...




On an Emo-note..

I just realized like most things I do for so many people.. Well, ain't countin for anythin now... Memories are now nothing but just another experience...

The mindset of "nvm la... help you first later then say la.." has made me sacrifice so many personal stuffs.. But somehow, I dun fucking mind... Queer eh? Despite the fact that it has gotten me into trouble so many times..

so why do I still care so much? Probably its the only personality trait that is preventing me from fully becoming heartless... That, is something that I am extremely fearful of... I was once previously like that...


But regardless, I shall take things as they come by now... There is no need to think so much about them.. There is also no point in it as well..

Mesmerized within time...
12:56 AM


Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Missing the days of the 90's...




If only I had the ability to turn back time... I seriously do miss everything that happened in the past.. Things that happened when life was still so simple...

- Markiess on reminiscing on the past as a boy...


GO GO POWER RANGERS!!!!!

- Markiess @ 7 years old on his favorite "cartoon" show...



Simple little innocence...


For the past 2 days, I have woken up at freakin early in the morning (while sleeping damn "early" too) thinking back about the past.. Nono, its not the typical high school memories and stuffs like that.. But something more...


I think back at the 90's...

The kind days when Michael Jackson was a legend in his own right and not yet a child molester...
The kind days when the Backstreet Boys, N Sync ruled the hearts of teenage girls.. (Then came the debate of who is hotter amongst the gals...)
The kind days when Britney Spears was still FUCKING INNOCENT AND A VIRGIN!!!!


Well, yes.. The flashbacks I had were all with regards to music..


However, it was because of music that made me remember all of the fun times at Primary School and Kindergarten..

I still do remember that I was kinda always best friends with this girl named Karen since Primary 1 (She sat beside me all the way from Pri 1 - 6!) and ironically.. we have lost contact ever since we have gone our separate ways into our new secondary schools..

I seriously wonder how is she right now... and come to think about it, I dun even have her friendster.. Let alone MSN..

She was the person whom I copied every single chinese test and "Ting Xie" from..
She was the one who gave me "advice" on how to attract my scandal...
She was the one who taught me all of the things that I did not know during the preliminary tests and exams...
She was the one whom I would spend countless hours on the phone with.. (I managed to call through strict parents given my exceptionally high pitched voice)
She was the one whom I always watched gao xiao xing dong with and discussed about the stupid stuffs that happened on the previous episode at class..
She was the one whom I always went back home together with.. (She stays just opposite of my block @ my old place..)
She was the one whom put more effort into making sure that I understand that it neglected certain aspects of her studies..

At the end of the PSLE results day, I got higher than her... However, we were never classmates again...

I've always wanted to get into contact with her to go out again.. However, at my era, there wasn't a thing called HANDPHONE for students... Oh yes, Pager was not even common then..

ALL OF US HAD TO USE HOUSE PHONE AND FREAKIN CALL THE OTHER PARTY!!!!

There was a really different feeling there and then at my 1st month at my new school... The entire environment and aura is different without her... Queer but.. Yes... Class was not as fun initially without her...

Somehow, I really wanna catch up with all of my primary school friends right now.. I still remember that my class had the most number of pretty girls in the cohort.. and we all had a scandal with each and everyone of them! And at every class outing, EHHHHH!!!! LOL!!!!

Dang.. Life then was seriously so fun... No worries, no burdens.. Life was good and free... I have seen so much lesser tears and sadness in that era compared to a single year in this era...



PS: I still remember that I was still a freakin geek last time with a fetish for sticking myself onto the sofa like a couch potato and watch TV!!!!!


Fave TV serials of ALL TIME!

Omg i am going to list down my fave tv serials of ALL TIME!!! Ok la.. List top 8 nia...

These are the shows that every family has laughed, cried and screamed together in front of the tele!!!! =D


1) Bu Lao De Chuan Shuo!!!



OMG! I still remember the vampires here dun suck blood... They sucked tomato juice instead... LOL!!! so freakin funny la!!! And Chew Chor Meng was like the most favorite actor of 1996/7 man.. LOL!!!! I TOTALLY DIGGED IT!!!


2) YANG GUANG LIE CHE!!!



OMG! I still remembered I cried when I heard Ann Kok got that disease... and sweet lil Chen Han Wei (who was not GAY then) really tooked care of her and Fann Wong could only look and wish them the best... :'(


3) Cupid Love!!!



Also another show featuring Chen Han Wei... This is the song that made 关怀方式 such the iconic song that stole the hearts of so many Singaporeans and it still does even till today (13 years later)...


4) FU MAN REN JIAN!




LOL!!! Certainly you remember this.. IT WAS LIKE THE TV SERIES OF THE CENTURY!!!


5) SHUANG TIAN ZHI ZHUN!!!



LOL!! this was the show that got me hooked onto cards.. LOL!!!!


6) TOFU STREET!



This is the show that made me fall in love with xu mei zhen!!!


7) GAN GAN ZHUO GE KAI XIN REN!!!!



EH I CAN NEVER FORGET THE FIRST EVER SITCOM IN SINGAPORE's TV HISTORY!!!


8) HE PING DE DAI JIA!!!



This show made me think bad about my Japanese heritage... =/


LOL!!! omg.. and I shall end this post with this song la.. HAHA!!!



Wo kan ah kan zhe dian shi... =D



Why do I add so many videos?? Well, It really relates us better I guess.. For me, I have created this theory...

Pictures paint a thousand words.. But videos showcase a thousand emotions...




Dang I seriously wanna get a time machine... =(


Augustana - Boston


Just wanna remember some nice songs from the past.. BUT LOOK AT THIS MTV!!!! AT THE PIANOS ALONG THE SEA!!! OMFG!!!!





In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
The world you must have crossed
You said

You don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah
Yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you
You said

You don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
She said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Oh yeah

You don't know me
and you don't even care
Oh yeah

Boston
No one knows my name
Yeah
No one knows my name
No one knows my name
Yeah

Boston
No one knows my name




Dang.. I miss the easy life of yesteryear...

Mesmerized within time...
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