My inner sanctum.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sunday Morning rain is falling........

Proj meeting cancelled... well, the rain sux!!! haha... no ola... but its ok anyways.... no mood to go out given the weather.... somehow, i really like rain a lot... though it kinds of dampens our moods sometimes but i like the temp, the scenery of water falling.... i remembered once i drew a scenery depicting rain... LOL!!! bo liao me.....

Will be doing my ILA on fm soon.. as long as after i've finished admiring the rain..... Oh ya... i've watched a chinese tall story and chronicles of narnia in a mini movie marathon yesterday!!! LOL!!! was damn funnny!!!! (Chinese tall story...) and it was really extremely exciting as well! (Chronicles of narnia)... well, enjoyed myself yesterday in the course of the movie marathon....

Fixed my laptop finally and spent almost the whole night just installing applications and getting it into the condition that i had my desktop in... but it aint gonna be easy cause this laptop has only 256MB ram!!! instead of my desired 512MB... sighs... but anywho, as long as i have a laptop to do my stuff, its cool.... what's left is office 2003 which i have to install from suan cher on monday.... once its installled, WAHAHAHHHAH!!!!

Well, off to do my ILA now.... will blog more at a later date... =D

Mesmerized within time...

1:27 PM

I dont know who but it wasnt me
He wasnt all you'd thought he be
And then broke your heart, girl you should have let me know coz you left it kind of hard for me to show
Just how it feels when i'm next to you coz them other girls aint nothing next to you no doubt in my mind coz i know its you
So tell me its what you wanna do

Coz loving you girl
Is all that i know, why would i lie
If you want me to i'll give you just a little more time to decide
If i could be, your anything coz you to me are everything

I'm talking to the mirror at 5am
Waiting for your call in the pouring rain sugar coated kiss and a lipstick mark there are 7 ways of breaking my heart
Loaded conversation and bad tv loosing our original chemistry walking like i'm dancing on priceless art there are 7 ways of
Breaking my heart

Turn of the tv
We need t talk about the way coz i thought i heard you say something bout not being there for you s what do i have to do to
Show that i care for youi'm saying i could be the one no more playing girls for fun baby let me prove i got just what you
Need if you give me half a chance to romance you coz you make me feel complete

Coz loving you girl
Is all that i know, why would i lie
If you want me to i'll give you just a little more time to decide
If i could be, your anything coz you to me are everything

I'm talking to the mirror at 5am
Waiting for your call in the pouring rain sugar coated kiss and a lipstick mark there are 7 ways of breaking my heart
Loaded conversation and bad tv loosing our original chemistry walking like i'm dancing on priceless art there are 7 ways of
Breaking my heart

A couple of nights gone by she aint caled yet and i dont know why could it b i didnt give enough attetion or was it
Something i said or didnt mention slow down- to damn fast bouncewith another chick with a fine ass not me, got the other
Girl on hold i was on line 2 she was going all cold

Coz loving you girl
Is all that i know, why would i lie
If you want me to i'll give you just a little more time to decide
If i could be, your anything coz you to me are everything

I'm talking to the mirror at 5am
Waiting for your call in the pouring rain sugar coated kiss and a lipstick mark there are 7 ways of breaking my heart
Loaded conversation and bad tv loosing our original chemistry walking like i'm dancing on priceless art there are 7 ways of
Breaking my heart

Mesmerized within time...

1:25 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006

Being in the business for two years now, i am now rethinking if i did indeed come into the correct course for the set of my future career as an adult.... wait... i am already an adult... (YAY!!!) The hospitality line is indeed a vibrant career line where there are just so many different job opportunities with so many different scopes.... lets say you were working in the F&B department for x months... then you can be directly transferred to the front office department or the sales and marketing department which provides a same old brand new environment of the old place but new work scope....

One day i was like sleeping in the bus... then i awoke and saw hougang.... suddenly, i thought of many other things that one can do... apart from being in this industry... True... one could definitely find jobs and excel in this industry... but the question is actually.. how many can do so..... i found myself to be in the wrong course for my future career as i realizzed how much i wanted to be in the media industry or in something to do with that... Rather, something which could entertain people... here is where the games industry comes in....

Yes, you may say that i am probably in my dreams and aspirations that a child would have but one should realise the reality of things.... not to say that this industry would be full of the perfect things.... the media and gaming industry i mean.... Personally, i like to take on challenges... i keep taking them on as it comes along... this is how i really learn in life and how i can actually keep up with the pace of life where i can fully experience, enjoy and most importantly, feel alive....

The Hospitality and tourism industry is really a dynamic industry to go into... However, personal feelings and thoughts have led me to think that this is one industry that i would hopefully stay away in the future... Well, things are always complicated and contradicting... but that is probably what i am feeling now...

Why i feel this way?

Firstly, i've kind of seen a little too much on life in the hospitality industry... its a little too boring.... with the exception of rare... and i really do mean rare events that happen in the course of your work which will be a new challenge to you, basically what you would be doing during the full course... well, the major course of your career would be with doing the same thing over and over again.... Given my personality, i somehow dislike doing the same things over and over again.... its sometimes sick to my stomach... Such as banqueting.... i've been really tired and sick of doing the same thing.... serving the same type of food.... providing the service to my guests.... well, i do always challenge myself for my guests whom i serve to write me a good complimentary card everytime i do serve them which i kind of get every now and then if they are expressive enough.... But this is the only delight i can forcefully derive from the work that i do.... Providing a level of service and anticipating what they want to keep them delighted are always my goal... such as brandy with sharks fin's soup... if they are generally an older crowd, i would get them and they would always be pleasantly delighted with my actions.... Playing around with my guests are always fun as i do get to communicate with them and not simply stare at them and serve them emotionlessly as i serve them their food.... Such communication is always fun for me...

Well, despite all the complaining... i can only sit back and think about where can i go possibly into the future and how far i can branch out into the industry.... Sales and marketing in the hotel line? maybe? i do not know.... Hopefully, i can get to furthur my studies overseas and get a good look on life.... that will expand my horizons and enable me to see more, do more and of course, experience more.... Well, this is what i hope during the span of my short few years alive in this world before i go off in peace... (HOPEFULLY!!!) =D

Shall go back home and slog out my life together with my new IBM laptop which does not possess the best appearance qualities among the industry's leading laptop models today... but oh well, its good enough to even use it.... =D

Will blog more when i feel like it!!!! as usual!!! =D

Mesmerized within time...

6:04 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Mesmerized within time...

10:56 PM

Watched love concierge today..... and i must say... FIONA XIE IS JUST SO PRETTY LA!!!!!

oh well, back to lesson at school today and everything has become fast paced yet again.... in life, we can only make a pure statement of time being too short for our activities... oh yes... there are many people whom complain that time is always crawling like a snail... but actually it really depends on the individual who sees it.

Took the mrt and bus yesterday and today... *WHO DOES NOT!?!?!?!? but i somehow felt that time was really slower in a way!! either that or the north east line has slowed down.... but that is besides the point.... went shopping well, not really shopping but window shopping with arthur and faith yesterday... and i saw this BLACK sweater which is knitted and it is like so nice la!!!!! too bad they thought twice about buying the stuff that they wanted and i have to go town to get it another day.... well, hope that the sale lasts for some time... =D speaking of things to get, i still have not bought my s.h.e album!!!! dammit... i really have to go down town asap.... though i know that i do not have much time nowadays... oh well... =/

things of things to do for this week or more of this friday....

1) FBO Menus and the private functions area....
2) FM just simply make those stuff into words...
3) MICE dining and all F&B things
4) MICE field assignment... hopefully....
5) Culi e-log and quiz....
6_ S.H.E Album and adidas sweater!!!!!

ah.... too many things to do le la!! haha... well, will blog more tomorrow... HOPEFULLY!!! LOL!!!

Mesmerized within time...

10:40 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Back to school!!! woah... was a blast for the past few weeks!!!! been really busy and attending OTC was really awesome!

Well, that's all i will blog for now.... batteries running flat.... prob blog more tonight when as usual, i feel like it.. =D

Mesmerized within time...

5:12 PM