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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Went for a short mahjong session at Linna's Bro's place at Punggol today... generally quite fun... but oh well, lost 30 cents.. LOL!!! ok la... but generally, linna's fren, Kelvin if i am not wrong.. was really good sias... either that or his luck was really good... =b

Had a short chat with Shao just now mainly about our course, its prospects and more importantly, OUR NEXT SEM CLASS!!! haha... well, i am kinda happy with my current class... but well, maybe anticipate a new start to a new year for next semester? come to think about it, results would be out next week... so get ready your phones... and be prepared... results may just pop out at any moment... WooTx!

am kinda scared and ironically, excited over the next semester... well, mainly because its at sentosa... and i really do not know what is going to happen... well, it seems like as if it would be a 1st day in a new school even though i'm going to be a 2nd year... wait... the school is going to be new anyway.. aw... nvm... thinkin of changing the combination of songs available in my blog.. any suggestions to what song i should put??? or maybe i should put mtv's instead? or get a more stylish media player like what wanni has in her blog? MmMmMm... ponder... wonder what i would be doing for tml etc. maybe rot at home? all i know i think i would be working from thurs - sun... hopefully.... really.. i need $$ for my Summer collection 05 wardrobe!!!! -_-#### and some upgrades to my current computer... and a new wardrobe... haix.... just too many things to buy.... too many... =b

Well, will be signing off for tonight, with the song, Joe Feat N Sync - I Believe In You.... too bad.. this is a really beautiful song.... =D

Mesmerized within time...
4:08 AM


Tuesday, March 29, 2005

An Earthquake has occurred in Northern Sumatra.... Don't be frightened if you had felt tremours in the area here in Singapore... its just tremours... we are really DAMN lucky to be in a Quake free zone... but its scary though... nevertheless, haix....

on a lighter note, i have dugged out an ancient monitor for the time being to use.. bad news... ITS DAMN BLUR!!! I HAVE TO STRAIN MY EYES TO EVEN SEE A SINGLE WORD!!!! SCREW THIS SHIT!!!!! aRgH!!!!!

But hey! i've gt a new choice of 5 songs to listen to while at my blog!!! cool? =D

Mesmerized within time...
3:25 AM



Good News: A New blog skin!!! to the critics that said that this skin was too gay!!!!

Bad news: MY SCREWED UP MONITOR HAS BLOWN!!!!!! SCREW THIS!!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
1:14 AM


Monday, March 28, 2005

Something has been Bothering me for a long time....

and finally, today, i have the courage to say it out loud.....







why do people constantly take close up side view pix of themselves ne? this is a very complicated question as.................



i juz dun get the point of people taking pictures of their side views... NOONE WANTS TO SEE THAT DAMNED EAR SHIT THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR EAR HOLE!!!!! SCREW YOURSELF!!!

Don't take it too seriously ya? just joking.... =]

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10:30 PM


Sunday, March 27, 2005

Another MRT incident has happened.... i've just realized it as it happened and i saw it at the news... AmazinG!!! so Mark DOES watch the news... Hmmm... interesting... but back to the topic... its really strange to how the person died... he dropped his shoe... ok... Lets imagine it was a $279 Nike Street Shoes from Parallel at Far East or something....one shoe dropped... but definitely he would have realized that the MRT was coming right? well, maybe he thought that he could do some Superman Speed stuffs and jump back but... well, call me EVIL!!! but, i seriously think that its really a very wierd way to end a story, a.k.a your life....

But thinking back, this incident reminds me of another... of A teacher in my school... she had passed on at the Year 2003.... sadly, its really something which has strucked my mind deeply and made a rather big impression.... the explanation given by the authorities was that she was reading a book... or she was also holding a stack of assignments handed up for her to go back home for marking... then she kinda slipped? then the mrt just ran over her... that incident really was a tragedy for my school at the time...

Thus, Moral of the story, since the IRRESPONSIBLE SMRT FREELOADERS AUTHORITY DOES NOT WANT TO BUILD UP SAFETY DOORS OR BARRIERS, Take the SBS Bus instead... =D its cheaper also... in addition, there's TV MOBILE!!!!!

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3:32 AM



A Lesson i have learnt today... never buy Pirated goods.... THEY SUCK!!! SUPPORT ORIGINAL!!!! I have almost banged my whole computer cause it could not read the damned cd!!!! also, another note to add, steam really sux big time... i did try to play the long time favourite of Counterstrike using steam... after around an hour of updating cause i have not touched it since last year march i guess? IT COULD NOT PLAY!!! IT KEEPS HANGING!!!! zZz.... Thus, i think my current computer is only meant for msn, Listening to music, projects, surfing the net and of course.. watching anime!!! but i really gotta change this monitor of mine... its really kranky now... after it has served me for around 3-4 years.... LOL!!!!

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3:13 AM



Hols have started, IT RAINED TODAY!!!!

One of a rare times that i am able to log in from blogspot at home... well, here goes.. i remember for the past few exam papers, some interesting things happened... Lets start off with the Bus Stats paper... Strangely, even though it was easy... (except for the last question 1st part about the ever simple peobability) i somewhat had difficulty preventing myself from doing my usual daydreaming exercise (which i also did for the rest of my papers...)

I had finished earlier and met up wif tat meng and his frens outside... where we met up with Joyce later.. strangely, i noticed that there were quite a lot of ppl whom finished earlier loitering along the pathway from the sports complex to the Business school canteen infamously known as "Biz Park" and its "Kahhleeetttt onneeeee" Besides that as the main pojnt, If you thought Bus stats was hard, the following papers would eventually kill you and turn your nerves connecting to your brain overloaded and then rendered useless.

What followed was kind of a hair pulling event. POM my 2nd paper took place on an afternoon.... everyone was kinda nervous and stuff... so me and shao decided to go in earlier to calm ourselves off.... we saw "Style" but in a different way as we would usually notice her in. She did not style her hair... Shao commented that she looks better that way.. but she suddenly struck a very strong memory of Jacqueline... another schoolmate of mine which is also in my friendster list in General Business.... But that's all for that part now.. oh yes... i forgot to mention that her skirt kinda reminded me of the skirt SHUFEN ALWAYS WEARS!!!!

Inside the examination hall, we were kind of lost as to where our places were... i know i am next to shao.. thus, as we were sitting in the 1st row... i sat next to him... however, soon after that, i did feel that my hair was irritating my eyes and so Shao and i did go to the toilet... then, the examiner shouted, WHERE ARE YOU 2 GOING??? i softly replied, to the toilet..... but he refused to let us go... -.-"" so i just went back to my seat.... things were ok until Val sat beside me... remembering i am not the last in my class and she was the 1st in her class.. i noticed that something was wierd... then Linda a.k.a mum came in... What's my point? I SAT AT THE WRONG PLACE!!!! Me and shao then stood up... thinkin.. OH SHIT!!! WE SAT WRONG!!! then it kind of created a small laughter and commotion within the examination room... oh well... In short, POM was tough.... hope that i can still get good grades though....

For TTo, things were kind of screwed... in fact, DAMN screwed.... i had to leave halfway due to a tummy ache... must be cause of that sushi i ate the day b4... nvm.... i think i spent ard 10 mins? ok... not that of a big deal... everything should work out i thought.... but NO!!!! end of the paper, i realized that for the paper i did all of the questions... good? NO!!!! THE DAMN LAST PART ONLY ASKED US TO ANSWER 2 OUT OF 3 QUESTIONS!! KNNWTF!!!!! well, for that 20 marks question i had somewhat lost half as i only finished half of it... when i could haf used that extra time to finish everything... -.-"""

For Econs, nth much happened.. a typical boring paper... then, its off to saffron... shoes collecting, and a little last glance of saffron b4 we F off to sentosa... generally, last day of the paper... saw many people going off to celebrate and stuff... me and shao went to do our hair... though i must say that the colour sux now.... i haf since recut my hair at supercuts at compass point... but i will redye my hair within the last week of the hols....

Well, here i am back at Carlton hotel, but not much happened.... as in the workplace is not as fun as b4... but i know... i have grumbled about this for around 2389563246295 times... Thus, you guys know the rest of the story....

To conclude, its a rather small world... i saw wanni at far east... then, i saw Wentao... my former carlton collegues... it was a rather good meet up... but there was one thing... WENTAO ALSO KNOW ERIN AND LINDA!?!?!?!?!? (not my mum) ok... this is really a small world after all...

With this, i shall sign out... and change a blog song.... will spend another 13 hours thinkin of what song to input... shall watch some Gundam Seed Destiny and School Rumble b4 slping...

Now Listening to Hui Ge - Wo Ai Ni (you thought it would be s.h.e RIGHT!?!?!?!? =P)

Mesmerized within time...
12:08 AM


Friday, March 18, 2005

Sometimes i need more than just luck.... But will even a single good thing happen to me? Gotta wonder...

Been studying in school and i am glad i have at least made some progress... wads left is POM... which i kinda have a lot to cover.... its hard to really aim for A's... so i have set a target of All B's... hopefully, next sem would be smooth sailing for me... Then, i shall take a day off from hols to erupt.... too many thoughts in my mind... In short, sometimes i wish i was dead... =D But i was thinking, nah... its better to be alive... =]

I kinda dun really care for this aim i have for the moment... that is to go overseas... dun really care if i wanna go alone or wad but... juz wanna go overseas... experience life maybe? hopefully can jio some ppl to go along wif me also loaz... Just aiming... Target: Japan... (I realize that i have been saying this since 32985724936932 Years ago, but yeah... due to unforseen circumstances, things have been put off.... Thus, now, i think i am able to really desire to go there... Well, will be going to the Natas fair tml.. to check out on any offer etc. Thus, hope everything really will be alright for the time being.....

Meanwhile in addition, i think i really have to get a religion!!!!! zZz....

Mesmerized within time...
11:31 PM


Tuesday, March 15, 2005

HASH(0x8ab10d4)
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do you Energy
brought to you by

MaRkIe`-s inc!!! -.-"" read through wanni's extremely old entries... and got this quiz tesrt... zZz.. haha..

Mesmerized within time...
4:15 PM



dammit... really wasted all these few days.. i think cause also no mood to study also... wah lau ehx... really sian diao sias... but haf been spending e past few dats watching animes... a bit crazy also ahx.. Kanon! is one anime that i have been cray over besides school rumble... strange but i kinda like these type of japanese high school animes... school rumble is really funny... but kanon has a rather sad storyline embedded into it... MmMm... now in sch com lab... gotta get my TTO done by today... bus stats done by tomorrow... Macro by thurs and POM by Friday... hope everything will work to plan ba.. =D

Now Listening to N Sync - I'll Never Stop

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3:32 PM


Friday, March 11, 2005

Haix... today is suo wei de last day of sch le... but too bad... nvr really got to go out or wad... took some pics just now... and for role play... well, did ok la... but i somehow think e others really did better in a way? lolx... yup.. now slacking in sch com lab.. dun feel like goin home earluy... think i am going to the it show later ba.. meeting desmond... not much happened today though.. LOL!!! but not bad la... school com lab recently very empty.. aLSO very songz.. LOL!! can relax.. and haf a short nap?? =X

Now Listening to Usher - Caught Up!!! haha.. not bad wor...

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1:09 PM


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

haix.. now at sch com lab... its amazing to see lotsa empty labs now... oh boy... tml gt psycho test... die le la!!!! well, not much happened lately.. only wanna update!! LOL!!

MOVIE RECOMMENDATION OF THE WEEK!! HITCH!!! DAMN NICE!!!! =D

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4:13 PM


Wednesday, March 02, 2005

-.-"" went shopping @ S&K.. damn!!!! saw lotsa nice new arrivals sias! for e 1st time, i bought a pink top... but its double layered la... inside gt black long sleeve... !!!!! OMG!!!! WAD AM I BECOMING TO!?!?!?! PINK!>!!??!?! ok.. that is so not MaRkIe`-s.... oh well.. nvm... went there wif perline and brother!!!! or sister le!!! OMG!!! MAY WEAR SKIRT LIAO!!! WAH LAU EH!!! AMAZING!!?!?!?!?!?!!!! WOOTX!!!! -.-""

haix.... sadded sias... but nvm... gt a free jerry yan CD!!! LOL!! cause gt more than $80 purchase ma.. HAHA!!! =P

well, now listening to his song, Yi Gong Chi... NICE!!!! =D

Mesmerized within time...
11:23 PM



The light is fading... the compass is not working anymore... the skies are darker... i think i have lost my way.... Looking at the sea is a favourite pastime for Stellar... strangely, it goes the same way for me... countless thoughts are passed by looking at the sea... i can imagine myself as someone i am not, and possibly pose lots of what if possibilities to my life... in short,

I HAVE BEEN DAYDREAMING TOO MUCH!!!!!!

AH!!!! TESTS COMING!!!!! EXAMS COMING!!!!! SIAO LIAO LA!!!!! HOW TO SURVIVE!@!?!?!?!?!?!?! damn.... but i have been thinkin of useless things lately... when i should have been studying.. oh well, will do so starting for tml... for psychology and business statistics.... really have to get things done le.... ARGH!!!!

Been crazy about animes lately... some reviews i can give....

Kanon - A really sad story about a high school teenager who comes back to his childhood place.. many memories which he has forget, many remember... a great anime...

School Rumble - A story revolving several high school students.. a hilarious comedy of a love web!!! LOL!!!

Gundam Seed Destiny - A Sequel to the highly rated Gundam Seed, great fighting action between the gundams..

Galaxy Angels - A classic hit anime comedy.. need i say more?? ULTRA FUNNY ANIME!! no plot though.. but some eps will really make you laugh till you fall down!!!

Saiyuki Reload - Another Sequel from the anime Gensomaden Saiyuki... A Gangster version of the journey to the west!!!! another funny anime also.. packed with sad flashbacks of these 4 people's lives and great fighting action!!! imagine, sun wu kong as a kid who really cannot get enough of food... zhu bajie as a yandao!!! sha he shang as the flirtatious one!!! EXTREMELY TIKO!!! finally, tang shan zhang as the gambling + heavy drinker + Smoker + always kills people and scolds vulgarities.. LOL!!!

oh well, shall sign of for sleep now.... meanwhile, i am listening to Aikawa Nanase - Lovin You...

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12:08 AM