My inner sanctum.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

The end of the 2 week straight working schedule is coming to an end... PROBABLY!!! Would be earning around $829 to this week at Insead... Now, all i have to do is to find time for chilling out and shopping!!!!

Also, i think i am gonna be so damn fatter when the new sem opens!!! damn!!! been like eating like 4-5 meals a day??? thanks to the meal culture at Insead... *Coffee Break sandwiches as breakfast, Seminar Lunch as LUNCH, Coffee Break 2 snack items as High tea, Staff Meal as Dinner and finally, if there is a dinner in the evening, BUFFET SUPPER!!! and the food there is really not bad!!!! makes you wanna eat and eat!!!! oh boy... i am so gonna break the 70KG MARK!!!! YES!!! haha... =P

On another note, Been playing a game called Need For Speed Underground 2 lately... and its really awesome!! will blog more about it when i feel like it... =D

Been taking the bus 74 to work at Insead and i kinda passed by a private house residential area... the setting around the place is really beautiful.... why? the trees and the flowers around it is just so nice lor!!!! you can take a look if you are free to do so.. =D its at Bukit Timah there... you would see some of it once you pass by the MacRitchie Reservoir stop...

Would be working at 10am later... 6 hours of sleep?? haha.. improvement from last week of only 3 hours per day!!!

Now Looking for shopping Kaki!!!!! wanna find a venue to relax and spend some cash!!! haha.. for? MY AUTUMN/WINTER COLLECTION 05!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

and not forgetting my ipod nano... =]

and possibly a new phone??

and....

ah!!! stop it!!!! *it gets endless....

Mesmerized within time...

1:51 AM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Thought i'd start this monthly column so that i could probably know how i have changed!!!! and also various views on certain things....

Over these years that i have been through.... i've been achieving the blissful (or so it has been assumed as) status of being single... the reason to why i still wanna remain single would be mainly because i don;t really see the need for a relationship like so early? well, i know i'm turning 18 soon and if i don't start, when would i?

Being single ain't bad at all... I'm not tied down to anything... i can focus my time on various other things in my life... like earning cash...

Maybe i am not really blessed to really experience or to have any strong feelings towards the feeling they call love... but i shall find out what it is in the days to come... probably...

Been rather sad that i was not able to go for the CDS for global citizenship due to work.... would be really pleased if i could really just sit down by the beach... regardless of whether it is by myself or not... but just sitting down there... enjoying the breeze at either the sunset or the sunrise is absolutely breathtaking for me.... i can think of various stuffs... seriously... Its been some time since i have been able to do that...

Well, that should be all for the moment... now, i wander off to LALALAND TO CATCH UP ON MY SLEEP!!!!

Mesmerized within time...

2:30 AM

Been working like everyday since sunday and would most probably be doing so all the way till tuesday!!! or even friday!!! damn!!! really zi tao no life le sias!! i'm really out of fuel... not much motivation to go on since recieving my results via sms...

Eric went for a job interview at OSIM yest... hope he can really get that job sia... otherwise he would really be in a rather bad situation... and congrats on his 2nd child coming soon!! though its not the right time... chatted for like 30mins-45mins with him on future prospects of full time jobs i can seek in e future... and i really learnt a lot of things during that conversation... well, at least i hope the paths i plan from now on would work out just nice.. though i know it ain't gonna be that easy being my life would be a rather short and tough one.. *AS PER FORTUNE TELLER VIA PALM READING! =D

Went drinking with Shao, linna, kelly and reanne last night... was quite fun! but since it was late by then and miina-san (everyone) including me who has to work at 9 the next day, ALL WENT BACK EARLY!!! but not before stopping by this er... alamak... i forgot what the place was!!! this kinda stylish restaurant! esp on e 2nd floor... very good for chilling out... AMAZING! i met a guy who always did those mc's at carlton hotel in the past and he recognized me! haha.. LOL!!!

Feel like going to chill out again soon... really need that break!!!! i'm really gonna ki siao now!!!! today's my off day from Insead.. but i have to work Marina Mandarin later!!!! ARGH!!!!

I'm now listening to a song which is really extremely NiCE!!! Sway by Big Runga!!! YEAH BABY!!

Mesmerized within time...

2:18 AM

Friday, September 16, 2005

my roster for next week at insead is out... i am workin 6 DAYS!!!! which i have then calculated, would earn about $450-$500!!! OH BABY!!!! but the hours are rather xiong i guess... today was rather relaxing... did lunch... ate the lunch.. then turned over for next day's breakfast... followed by the setting up of a small cocktail reception then clearing... we finished everything by around 9.40... then we ate sushI!!! ok... if i continue eating like this.. i would gain more weight!!!! YES!!!

On another note... would be gg out tomorrow... hopefully can get another shirt and another tie... for my massive schedule at insead...if this goes on.. I'd be RICH BABY!!! =D maybe even earn $2K within a month!!! haha.. ok.. i am dreaming but it is still, attainable...

Food for thought: i think i have some food fetish for cheese, cream, salmon, potato salad and PASTA ITEMS!!!! DAMN!!!!

/me is now listening to Hiroko Shimabukuro - Loving You....

YES!! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME!!!! =P

Mesmerized within time...

12:07 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

I've had some inspirations over the past few days of a possible like novel collection of a few stories that i have written (out of boredom in class and lectures and study related activities)......................

well, here goes...

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*out of inspiration.... OK!!! WILL DO ONE WHEN I REALLY FEEL LIKE IT!!!! =P and when its on a LAZY AFTERNOON!!!! haha!!!

Mesmerized within time...

1:55 AM

Today....

Ok.. Day 2 of my one week straight working week... Today, was at cali bistro at esplanade... well, generally was quite slack there and i did sample the soups available there together with my manager.. and i haf to say... its quite nice!!!! ok... not much happened to work as the same old marina mandarin hotel bqt, cali bistro and insead business school shuffling around... but at least i get to earn cash!!! =D

Oh ya!!! i wanna complain about one thing!!! Holiday Inn Parkview the system i would conclude as... SUCKS!!! THE PAY WINDOW ONLY LASTS FOR 30 MINS!!! and usually, there would be a whole big damned queue awaiting to take cash... being a newbie... i dun really know where the routes are... and when i got there, i was naturally the last one and then... when its my turn, at 4.32pm, she said.. pay time is OVER!!! *it started at 4pm... -_- anywho, i dun think i can earn much at cali bistro... well, booked 3 days for next week and i shall see how it turns out... as everyone has mentioned... $5.50 ain't really much...

Would be workin out at Insead tomorrow... 11am... WONDER IF i could wake up.. better wake up early... @ 8.30AM oh boy.... but i guess tomorrow should be quite relaxing as well...

Ok... for today... after work,i went to meet faith and cynthia for SUPPER before they GO OFF TO CHINA-BLACK WHERE MINIMUM AGE IS 18!!! AND I AM STILL 17!!!! zZzZzZz.... well, we stumbled upon a rather famous figure in Singapore... the renowned celebrity blogger known only as to her blog readers, xiaxue... or to the public, wendy... *i forgot her surname.... hmmm... she was hanging ard with 3 other guys.... well, ok... got the celebrity SEH but... to me.. was just like another singaporean... eating at nydc... even though we sat at the next table to hers, i never really went over to have a look at her... cause well, as mentioned... she just appeared to be just another Singaporean... not that its bad or something but there was just nothing significant or out of the blue... accompanied them (faith and cynthia) to pac plaza... THE PLACE FOR CHINA BLACK WHERE ONLY 18 AND ABOVE CAN ENTER!!!then took a bus home.. -_-SAD RIGHT!?!?!? I just hope now that zouk will reopen on the same day as my birthday!!! or the 15th December is fine also... cause i can get in by 12 anyway... =D

well, shall log off now while HOPING things will turn out fine in the days to come... and that i can EARN MORE MONEY!!!! for my ADIDAS SHOPPING SPREE!!!!

what i would wish for right now....

1) 1 more adidas jacket...
2) 1 more pair of adidas shoe...
3) an adidas bag
4) an adidas t-shirt
5) a brown t-shirt + 2 more other colours
6) another pair of levis???
7) MY NEW IMAGE!!! (hair)

and most importantly,

8) IPOD NANO (OH MY GOD!!!)

and

9) A NEW 2 megapixel camera HP!!!!

YES!!! I AM MATERIALISTIC!!!! =D

*bite me... =D

Mesmerized within time...

1:36 AM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Went to watch Herbie yesterday!! Over a choice of The longest yard and Herbie Fully loaded... but its not really up to what i have expected.. It was originally thought of with my own perception that it was a comedy... Well, it was funny at some points but it was not really spectacular... not really a very nice movie but... its still ok....

Went to eat pastamania before that and oh baby!!! the creamy chicken is still as nice as ever!!! *yuM yuM!!!

After the movie, we walked to paradiz centre which was RATHER NEARBY and played a few rounds of pool while watching the Man U Vs Man City MATCH!! the volume of cheers upon Man U's goal by Ruud Van Nistelrooy which was as usual, a kio sai goal was superbly stopped by David james at the 1st shot, but it was logically impossible to catch the 2nd one and thus, he scored.... But the most frustrating moment was when Man City equalized due to a dubious error by Rio "Lobang" Ferdinand when he let the ball through his legs... -_-... the match ended at 1-1.... when it should have been 1-0 to Man U...

Met Josefyn on they way back home on the bus.. talked about some stuffs... ah.. well, =P

Currently now at home slacking... before i recieve my roster to work at Insead next week as well as California Bistro!!!...

Mesmerized within time...

2:49 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Haix... no work at the moment.. gotta really take my time off and really relax!!! Been like constantly studying and stressing myself out during these hols!!! *ok la... not really studying.. still gt slack also... But its the time when there are no more WORRIES!!! *at least till next semester...

Currently have like 3/4 choices to work at... one place is Insead Business school with eric which pays like $7/hour... ULTRA relaxing... but luckily its limited to weekdays only... this leaves me with sat and sun for other jobs like California Bistro at the Esplanade.. though its 1 hr $5.50 but hey! its at the same place as FaIth!! haha... so wun be that lonely... There is also another 2 places of Marina Mandarin Hotel banquet and Carlton hotel banquet... though i am not really that as keen as before to work in that line anymore... *kinda tired of it le wor... Its like 2 yearZ!?!?!?! oh well, nvm... gotta replan my current time also.. since i am kinda stressed out for self learning acticities!!! one of em i really would like to relearn would be PIANO!!!! why??? dunno... just feel like it.. =D another would be to maybe learn a bit of breakdancing??? or maybe Disc Jockeying... or in short, DJing... DJing is sth i really wanna try in THIS LIFETIME!!!! though the set costs like $5000? =D

Anywho, had lotsa fun time at Glasshouse last night.... THEIR BAKED SALMON IS ABOLUTELY AWESOME!!!!! the mushrooms are... OH MY GOD!!!!!! NICE!!!! i liked the vegetables cause mine were kinda soft!!!! haha... was really FULL after the meal but at least everyone enjoyed themselves.... OH YA! saw lotsa other HTM Buddies like Alex and erin and Linda!!! haha... omg!!! so qiao!!!

Well, would be gg out to watch movie later wif Shao and Shu Fen at cine.... most prob watching the longest yard!!! haha.. will update more when i reach home... =D

Mesmerized within time...

4:09 PM

Yup.. back with a new blogskin which strays away from the rather dull previous one... its been like since 4 months since i have last blogged here... GOD!!! but really not much time to blog since the school term has been SO HECTIC!!! OMGBBQSAUCE!!!! Anywho, would be updating more often to keep track of what i have done during the hols!!! well, this sem's hols would be a little more different... Thus, it would be interesting to how i pass my time through these 2 months to come!!!! Well, have finished with most of the stuff except the Links page which i would be most probably be doing tomorrow!!!!

Well, today being the last paper for the semester, i've come to think back on how this semester has gone by SO FAST!!!! More would be mentioned tomorrow ba.. since i am kinda tired today....

/me is Now Listening to Five for Fighting - Superman (It's not easy)

Its really not easy.... Always easier said than done ya??? =D

Mesmerized within time...

2:07 AM