Sunday, April 09, 2006
here is a pic from camp that has been taken!!! finallY!!! a pic in like dunno how many years!!!!!
here it is...
Mesmerized within time...
11:30 PM
Here comes the BOOM!!! here comes the BOOM!!! Nelly's hit single was all around on the radiowaves of Perfect 10 with many of listeners grooving to its tunes and pumping up to the hype of its volume.
Nat was no exception. Being a rather trendy individual whose passion was to be in the media industry, he was striving hard towards his goals by the only mean possible, STUDYING. Obtaining the best possible grades for the GCE "O" Levels for admission into the mass communication courses available in the Polytechnics were his top priority.
Nothing was to stop him, not even the hectic basketball training that he had which took him to his physical limits. Winning inter-high tournaments and scoring in golds were his forte as the school team that he was in was extremely strong as well.
All seemed well for him as he led the life of a typical high school guy's fantasy. Being rich and good looking, crazily admired by fellow female schoolmates and excelling in both his sports and studies made him the icon of the school.
All seemed well until he met her. She was just another girl at school, but just the first eye contact between the two made his heart beat so fast. Of course, this could be justified as his true love at first sight. Nat had been in quite a few relationships before, all which in he was just toying with the other party's emotions and dumped them as soon as he got tired of them.
However, this girl changed everything for him. Suddenly, he yearned for her heart, even more than anything else. Strangely, but surely, he started to neglect his priorities and start his courtship wholeheartedly for this girl that he had just barely seen. A sudden breakup with his current girlfriend followed soon afterwards as he attempted to have more chances to get near her. He even went to the extent of personally going up to her class and asking for her number. An incident which kind of shocked the school given his former cool personality. All of this has been done in a hope for his first true relationship.
In the most vital moment, she had simply smiled and rejected him softly, saying that she had more important things to do at the moment and that she had someone whom she liked. The very sound of those words made him break down. He then faded and knelt in front of her, emotionless and shocked. Upon the sight of this, the girl came down to him and apologized. In a gentle and soothing voice, she had calmed Nat from the shock and rejection that he had received for the very first time.
A few days had passed but Nat's desire to know her only strengthened. Following a few more rejections and an endless persistance from him, she finally relented and gave him her number. However, before she was able to give Nat the last 4 digits, he had finally stood up and demanded Nat to fucking get away from her! Offended, Nat went over with an intimidating attitude and wanted to challenge him for a fight. However, before he could do anything, she stood in front of him and requested Nat not to harm him. She then hugged him as Nat stood in utter shock. Nat then responded by telling them that they would pay dearly for that.... very dearly.... It triggered some cause for concern for her and him... but they were not too affected by the threat and incident and carried on their lives soon afterwards...
Another few days passed by quickly and Nat had stopped going after her as he was too shocked and depressed to do anything. Suddenly, a sinister thought came up to his mind. A few years ago, he had consulted and begged an infant entity to bless him and give him the DREAM attributes that every girl would want. The reason for doing this was due to him being constantly bullied during primary school and always being left out and moving solitarily by himself.
After sacrificing something so dear to him, his unborn baby brother, his luck and his desires changed for the better. Which gave his family an expected change of good fortune, a better looking face and all of the things that he had wished for. However now, there has been a change of luck.
All of his emotions now were turned into negative emotions of hatred as was when he was constantly bullied during his primary school days and not long after his first rejection by a childhood sweetheart.
An interesting to note about Nat was that before he was in primary school, he was not really mentally sound and had to constantly take in medication and to make frequent visits to the Mental hospital. He had the habit of playing with any objects to injure himself and to make himself bleed. Something not very sound mentally, but it was something that caused much concern among his parents. He had also set up an accident which caused the life of his unborn brother.
He had also lost his placing in the school as a prime figure, his placing in the school's basketball team, his placing in the school's rankings and everyone's respect.
Guess what, with negative emotions, it was not hard for him to turn back to the entity for revenge for the humiliation that he suffered. With that, he prayed so hard for her to perish with her pure soul for the entity. The chance came as she left for an international competition. Though accompanied by a few of her classmates, Nat had somehow found a way to pass on the entity to her directly.... As expected, a sudden depression in her occurred which led to her suicide a few weeks later. A satanic smile was imprinted at his face as his attention shifted to the guy now..............................
Mesmerized within time...
10:42 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
FINALLY!!! I've bought my pair of nike shoes!!!! LOL!!!! took a pic with my other adidas sneakers... =D
WOHOOOO!!!!!!!
On another note... i've completed the unlucky....
13 YAO!!! DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!! LOLOLOL!!!!! Location: at Ian's HOUSE!!!
Well, well, Watched campus superstar just now and was madly messaging everyone and talking about the performances of the stars!!! omg... Boon is soooo crazy over thersa now loaz... and we were like SPEECHLESS when we heard zhiyang sang... we were like... O_O!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, would be attempting to train ourselves at hougang plaza's K BOX!!! LOL!!!! Well, would provide a furthur insight to this when i feel like it.. =D But Zhi yang and Theresa's duets with sin huey and jun yang respectively were really awesome!!!!!
Well, off to camp from mon - wed!!! CYA!!!
Mesmerized within time...
12:16 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
How would you react when you see this.....
Shocked??!?!? appauled?!?!??!
well, i gt sia!!!
But too bad, i knew sth was wrong... 1stly, what the hell does america have any business with singapore?!?!?!? 2ndly, MY IP ADDRESS IS WRONG!!! LOLOLOLOL!!!!! my IP address as referred to with my network connections is 192.xx.xxx.xx
so... APRIL FOOL's DAY!! LOLOLOL!!!
Mesmerized within time...
8:33 PM
