My inner sanctum.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Its been raining for like the whole day!!!! but i like the temp.... =D its really cooling!!!!!

Some stuff happened today and i can say that today aint a good day.... dun ask why.... why? you think i will say mehx?? LOL!!! anywho, all i can do now is to take everything a step at a time and dun do anything crazy and make any mistakes.... its just not good at this point of time.....

Anywho, HOW TO DO THE FAC MANAGEMENT ASSIGNMENT!?!?!?!? tmd!!!! i really wanna ki siao liao!!!!!!

Mesmerized within time...

1:09 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

its been a LOOONG time since i've bloggged!!!! so here it goes....

Well, school started to quite a good pace i must say... same class.... somewhat same group.... hope this sem will work out good!!!! School so far has been a blast.... seriously!!! i've never felt so excited to go school since the start of poly!!!! Enlarged my social circle there and i've also got a chance to know some people better!!!! but hope that this would last till the end of poly life!!!!! well, i believe it can.... cause HTM people are indeed extremely outgoing!!!!

Well, have kinda stopped work at Insead for studies which i would really miss certain parts of it.... Such as, 5 meals a day!!!! well, that's one of e parts that i am seriously looked forward to!!! But oh well, everyone has to move on....

Been at Kai Xiang's chalet and i really caught up with lots of my high school mates!!!! really had a blast there... played mahjong all e way till e morning!!!! OMG!!!! but oh well, kai xiang had a really bad hangover and still puked at his place's void deck.... Well, before the mahjong session, we actually went to this place ard pasir ris beach where there was this big rock overlooking PSA!!! the view was really awesome!!!! and it brought back some fond memories indeed!!! well, memories are always nice to have... but... =P they are just memories for is to cherisH!!!!
*GOD!!!! SOUND SO PHILOSIPHICAL NOW!!!! -_-

Well, been pondering about something lately.... and its taking quite a lot out on me.... need some strength to strive on!!!! lets give us a chance??? shall we?? LOL!!!!

*actually i do not know what the hell i am talking about!!!!! =P

The views and experiences that i've been through lately are indeed awesome.... such as purple skies.... i've always wanted to be a photographer... (NO!!! NOT THOSE SHOOT RA SCENES NOR THOSE PAPARAZZI!!!!) but more of those scenic photographers.... well, i don't know why but... i just suddenly feel that way.... wanna capture more beautiful scenes cause i really do not know when can i see them again!!!!

Generally, i'm rather satisfied with my life at the present moment... i've gt good pals, friends, classmates!!!! However, something is always missing..... =P Well, I think i have found her... but would we be possible together? I'm willing to wait and strive on.... but as long as she is happy, regardless of whether its with me or with another... so as long as she is happy, i'd be happy for her as well.... =D Oh well, i'm not good at this!!! LOL!!!!!

I've noticed lots of things recently.... and i really feel for those who have passed on lately.... well, i know i'd be joining them soon... or maybe its because of my former experiences.... fate wants me to leave this world early.... but actually.. i'm only basing this cause of a fortune teller's prediction!!! and also cause my lifeline is EXTREMELY SHORT!!!! i dun wanna die a virgin!!!!!! LOL!!!! well, kidding... but at least i'm on e right track of doing everything that i want and fulfilling wishes.... making others happy with my a bit stupid behaviour... in short, making everyone around me to smile.... those images are kinda important and how i want to remember my friends and closest ones....

*damn!!! i sound as if i am gonna die soon liddat!!! CHOI!!!!! I'll live loongg!!!!!! haha...

Well, have culinary science tomorrow... wish me luck!!! =D

Mesmerized within time...

2:11 AM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

I have SOOOOOO many things to do b4 sch reopens.... and the damned timetable would only be out by this friday... which then i have only like 5 mins or so to plan when i can work and which are the days where i can attend the other lectures... DAMN!!! I am SOOOOO PLEASED with TP's Laobu's efficiency......

ANywho, went to this place near lau pa sat.... forgot what was the building's name again... and went to this company called Venture Era or sth like that... its something of a sales thingy of health products.. looks lucrative...and it also does not require us to put in any capital!!!! SONG!!!!! would be looking at my upcoming schedules once my timetable comes out and then go into considering schedules for work and this part time assignment.... Should work out fine according to my calculations... =D

5 days left to get everything done... plus i am working on sunday... so its 4 days to get things done.... and minus off today which i kinda wasted.. =X so its left with 3 days... but i am working today and tml... so its like 2 days left!!!! FUCK!!! ok... i'm now listing down the things i have to get before school reopens....

1) A new hairstyle!!!! (may be putting off the hair dye if its cool enough.... *aw C'MON!!! I AM SO DAMN COOL ALREADY!!!! =D)

2) more wrist accessories and another cross choker....

3) MY BAG!!!! damn!!!!!

4) Other etc. items.... like stationery...

Luckily, because of the upcoming Comex or sitex or wadeva computer fair which obviously offers cheaper Ipod Nano's... I'm gonna postpone my mp3 purchase till then... so, I'd have quite a sum back in my savings... so that is another step closer for my Mazda car... =D

Would be working tomorrow and serving some sort of INDIAN THEME WEEK DINNER which i do not know has how many people attending it... Well, hope its just a few people.... =D easy week for this week but not so for next week.... DAMN!!! NEXT WEEK IS SO BUSY!!! *pulls hair out b4 sticking it back with uhu glue otherwise I'd become like Augustine Ng from carlton hotel....

Time is ticking away............. Well, Time for Shuffle! my fave anime for now!!! =D

Mesmerized within time...

11:07 PM

Boo... TP would only release its pathetic timetable which would determine when i would be able to work next week only on friday.. which is SO DAMN LATE LOR!!! like that how do i arrange my schedules at Insead!?!?!?!? FUCK!!! But anywho, Deepavali is approaching!!! which also means PAYDAY IS HERE!!! YES!!!!! but it has not come in yet.. -_-#### More importantly, once it comes in, i would then be able to plan how much i would spend on my shopping and hol makeover spree!!! YES!!!! Haix!!!! these few days have been bittersweet for me as i have been catching up on my rest and doing my sums on the amount i have earnt over the month... But for the time i have worked from the 25th oct till my last day at Insead which happens to be at ard Mid Nov, I'd be only be able to get the cash at december!!! damn!!! it's a really LOOONGGG TIME!!!

School reopening soon... New class coming together soon.... Am really scared over which class i'd be in next sem!!!! just hope that my proj groupmates would be coolz next sem... then at least it'd be easier for me.. =D GOOD NEWS FOR ME!!! MY WEIGHT IS NOW 60KG!!! YES!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!

Mesmerized within time...

12:47 AM