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Monday, March 26, 2007

This is the philosiphy of an individual working a standard office 5 day work week timeline.

Friday - TGIF
*THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!!!!


Saturday - TIFS
*TODAY IS FINALLY SATURDAY


Sunday - CEBS
*I WANT EVERYDAY SUNDAY!!!! =[


I've come up with one... =]

Monday - FIIM
*FUCK IT, ITS MONDAY

Mesmerized within time...
5:08 PM


Friday, March 23, 2007

wah siao sia... i now a bit scared of food liao... like SERIOUSLY!!!!

I kinda had a bit of indigestion yesterday... so i have not had anything to eat since lunch yesterday... ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! so basically, i skipped dinner and breakfast... I think i may be skipping lunch too!!!! cannot la!!! stomach very full leh!!!

Anywho, on another note, I wanna blog the pictures that we took at Shangri-la that day!!!! However, lazy ol' me decided nah... lets slp more... LOL!!! maybe i shall blog the pictures later... THEY WERE AWESOME SIA!!!! LIKE TOTALLY!!!! LOL!!!!!




This is a mini review on the line (THE BUFFET RESTAURANT @ SHANGRI-LA WHICH COSTS $70)....

Being quite a person who is particular about the art of food and wine, I give this establishment 3/5 stars out of 5.

However, i give a full rating for its decor. You would probably see why later when i blog WITH the pictures.

The food was quite a wide varietial spread. With cuisines covering 16 stations, one is spoilt for choice. The 16 stations comprised mainly of

1) A Fresh shellfish station
2) A Japanese Sashimi/sushi station
3) A Salad station
4) A Pasta station with Italian dishes
5) Western cuisine Hot Dishes
6) Local station with local delights
7) A Dim Sum station
8) A Chinese cooked food station
9) An Indian Tandoori station
10) A Noodle counter
11) A Carving station
12) A Cheese station
13) An Ice Cream Station
14) A Crepe station
15) A Dessert section
16) A CHOCOLATE FONDUE STATION


Basically, if you are one who likes to try a wide variety of food items, this is a good place to go. However, if you are also intent about the quality of the taste of the food items, you will not be astonished. Without a doubt, the flavour of the dishes served at the buffet was indeed quite a pleasant experience. However, given the steep price, you would somehow wonder, why isn't there more? The tasting experience of the dishes was good, but nothing exciting or fresh. The concept of the place was indeed a good one whereby the ambience represented the powerhouse of current restaurant decor trends now, Urban & Chic. Decor and ambience in my opinion, is a vital part as a visual element to attract tasters to the dining establishment. Service is rather prompt. However, the few of us who went to dine there had been irritated by the fact that no new cutlery was replaced after they had cleared our used cutlery and we had to walk over to request from the service staff some more cutlery. Besides that small factor, service was good as our water goblets are constantly topped up.

I had picked a humble Burgundian wine made from the Chablis region. A good Chardonnay wine made by Maison Joseph Drouhin. I primarily picked this $98 wine because Nic wanted a white. In addition, i kept the dishes and the budget that we were having in consideration.

My Verdict: Do go only if you have an eating space of having 3 people's portion. It is only then, that you can actually enjoy your dining experience there. Otherwise, Kuishin-Bo Japanese buffet @ Suntec is fine... =D

Mesmerized within time...
10:03 AM


Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Name: Mark Lim Yu Fong
Birth Date: 1987
Current Status: It’s complicated
Eye Color: aye, I nt sure leh… LOL!!!! Nvr go notice…
Hair Color: Shades of brown
Righty or Lefty: Both…. LOL!!!
Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius!

LAYER TWO-On the insideYour Heritage: 25% Jap, 75% Hokkien, 100% SINGAPOREAN
Your Fears: depends. LOL!
Your Weaknesses: Sometimes I dunno wtf I doin… LOL!!!! Too tired la pls..
Your Perfect Pizza: 3 types of cheese + chicken + roasted capsicum + MUSHROOMS!


LAYER THREE-Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Can I slp for a while more? Like 3 hours more?? LOL!!
Your Bedtime: Never fixed
Your most missed memory: I lost it before… LOL!!!


LAYER FOUR-Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Of course pepsi la… duh…
McDonald’s or Burger King: MOSBURGER!
Adidas or Nike: PUMA!!! LOL!!!! Used to be adidas though….
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton I think.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.. I LOVE THE FOAM!!!!!


LAYER FIVE

Do youSmoke: nah…. Not really.
Curse: most of the time? LOL!!! No la… depends also.


LAYER SIX-In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yeah,
Gone to the mall: Yeah… DUH
Been on stage: which type?
Eaten sushi: YES!
Dyed your hair: not really ah…


LAYER SEVEN-Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Yep…. LOL!!!!
Changed who you were to fit in: siao bo… I AM MARKIEXX LEH!!!!! LOL!!!!


LAYER EIGHTAge you’re hoping to be married: 25


LAYER NINE-In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: Depends heavily on the facial features
Best hair colour: as above.
Short or long hair: AS ABOVE LA!!!!!


LAYER TEN-What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: typing this thing la duh….
1 hour ago: looking at gmail.
4.5 hours ago: looking at friendster
1 month ago: at sch?
1 year ago: WORKING!!!!!


LAYER ELEVEN-Finish the sentence
I love: DUH! WHO ELSE!
I feel: that I need to go pang sai like NOW!
I hate: when things are not clear
I hide: when someone is chasing me… LOL!!!!
I miss: My life…
I need: CLICK THE REMOTE CONTROL!

Mesmerized within time...
1:47 PM



Been quite mad over these few weeks at work. Basically, there were quite a lot of things to cover and quite a lot of things to be learnt. Typically, I have learnt to survive in the corporate politics world better. MUCH better. People like to gossip about one another especially in MNC's and major companies. The worst would still belong to the government companies like Singtel, Singapore Technologies, etc. To maintain the best stand is if you play your cards accordingly. I have been quite successful at maintaining my own stand by having a friendly and neutral perspective against my many other concerns.

People do bitch about me about people. I tend to focus on the problem, not making any assumptions until i, myself, have experienced it face-on. Honestly, i feel quite bad for neglecting quite a few stuffs in my life especially my family. I have never really got a good chance to talk with them since i started work given my work conditions. I have never really got to go out with some of my other friends whom i have gradually lost in touch with given the same reason as well.


ANYWHO!!!! GOING THE THE LINE LATER!!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
9:47 AM


Sunday, March 18, 2007

Something completely random....


This is a story about a banana named Banana... with a sec 1 standard english.. LOL!!!


Banana had an interesting life as a banana... hanging on a tree and occasionally have some shit landed on it... but that's all right! cause banana like it a lot... The days passed by and as more shit landed on it... with the rain washing it away... Banana became bored.. it wanted something more exciting... it wanted another... BANANA...


But a catastrophe happened... THE BANANA was harvested from the farmer and then packaged and sold to the supermarkets! During which, the Banana had been cut off from the main body... the Banana was screaming and writhing in pain! It has been seperated from its rambutans as the tree was a hybrid and special tree which could grow rambutans and Banana at the same time! During the time when it was cut off, the Banana has flashbacks of its memorable past. With Shit Dropping on it and the wind blowing against it and the thorns from the Rambutan when the wind was blowing strongly at the BANANA.

the Banana had fainted due to the extreme pain during the process. But it had soon woke up to the view of so many other Bananas in a dark room with it! Technically, there was a crate in which the bananas were stored in. Banana was so scared upon seeing so many dead Bananas beside it! Soon, the crate opened up and it had soon saw the light of the outside world. Being extremely scared, the Banana was stunned and was motionless even though it had the chance to run away. But even so, it could not cause it does not have its rambutans anymore!It had been at the top of the Banana pile at the supermarket. Many people came buy.. from grumpy grandma's to unknown transexuals to Banana lickers. the Banana had been praying for a beautiful girl to pick him up so at least he would not die in the saddest way.

His dreams finally came true when a beautiful girl in a yellow dress approached him and touched him. Next, he became even more estatic when she had grabbed him and put him on her basket. A few hours later passed and the girl reached home. She had taken the Banana out and took off the peel. She then proceeded to lick it and the Banana felt that it was the happiest Banana in the world! However, soon, His fantasy became a nightmare when she then proceeded to BLEND the Banana into a BANANA milkshake.. A few mins later... we observe a mins of silence as the sound of the blender was heard...

REST IN PEACE BANANA!!! WE MISS YOU!!!! =(

Mesmerized within time...
3:03 AM


Saturday, March 17, 2007

"Come over here, Ariel!" Her in her forever chirpy voice.

"for what?" he replied unwillingly

"I wanna show you something!" She answered back excitedly.

"show what, i do not want to see your ugly face!" he shouted bluntly

"c'mon... pls? dun be so mean!!!!" she started to be dejected.


He walked away... not knowing that a sea of shooting stars came along at that very instant.

Regardless, she still wished upon the shooting stars that they could have an opportunity to be together and enjoy happy memories with each other.

Tears fell for the first time of her teenage years. Queer, but still sad. She was one of the most sought after girls in the secondary school that Ariel and her goes to. She had been attracted to Ariel ever since the start of their secondary school life and has rejected countless guys. However, Ariel, does not really care much. Emotions seem to be foreign to his personality as he has never been seen smiling, nor frowning. Just a simple stern look everytime he walks around.

Everyone was puzzled to why she had fallen for him. Many were stunned to her preference of choice. Ariel was quite a simple person who played a low profile key before he was made "popular" by her admiration towards him. Being quite a dreamer, he always went to the school's rooftop to just gaze at its compound by himself.

Many were puzzled.... Just puzzled....

She would do so many sweet things for him. Things that only lovers would do for each other like bake cookies, make breakfast, write sweet and thoughtful notes, so on and so forth. However, it has been time and time again where he does not seem to appreciate what has been done for him.

Regardless of the comments that were made by her friends, classmates and schoolmates, she was still proud of him regardless and retracted any negative comments made about him. Clearly, She was deeply in love. It was the first ever time. She does not know why too. However, its the feeling and chemistry that she recieved as she met him for the first time a few years back.

She, too had a quiet sanctuary of her own. It was at the corner of the Science Block of her school where she would go to whenever she is not feeling the chirpy mood that she is usually in. Coincidentally, it overlooked the rooftop where Ariel frequented as his favourite spot.

She dropped by there today. Thinking about the sad things that had happened the previous night where he just walked away from her amongst the bed of shooting stars. It was quite a moment for her as she was extremely fascinated with this subject of matters. In addition, that day was White Valentine's Day. She had also managed to ask him out through a series of painful steps. She embraced herself in those thoughts, those happenings. However, she knows itvery well that she will never ever give up. She smiled to herself and said,

"Someday, I shall be his piano, his pillar, his soulmate."

Her motivation to try again just strengthened as she reminisced the memories of her being the little fan and him being a popular pianist loved by so many people. Yes, it was the soothing melodies which won over her heart to him. It was a random way to develop feelings for someone in this way. However, that was the drive that got her to learn piano as well. It was also the drive that brought her back to her senses after the tragic passing of her brother.

"I shall sincerely show him that I am true."She smiled again after a brief moment of tears.

"This time, it really is the fate and chemistry which would bind us together."

She then made her way back home. Back to her cheerful manner. However, what would happen next, would be a tragic fate in the act of God. She had spotted him walking across the road with a car coming in at thunderous speeds. Unwittingly, in an act of natural reaction, she had pushed him away while she got banged by the car herself.

He was in a state of shock.

"JAN!!!!!"

She dropped hard onto the road. There was blood everywhere. However, she still mastered to get in one last breath.

"Ariel, I Love you."

He carried her in his arms and cried. Within seconds, she has left this world to join our lord in heaven. Tears involuntarily flowed from his eyes. After calling the ambulance, he proceeded to grab the bouquet of sunflowers that he has bought for her in an attempt to confess to her today. But that has to be cancelled, forever. He can never confess to her anymore. She is now gone. A sense of emptiness came to him instantly. It was now his turn to feel what she had felt for him...... He will never be the same anymore... Guilt and anguish overflows his former emotionless character and personality.

During her funeral, the song that he used to play, was being broadcasted. Her parents mentioned that the song would be the source of her happiness, cheerfulness and positive mindset despite the many happenings that went on in her family. He throughly regretted everything that he has done. For not being honest with his feelings. However, its really too late for regret.........



I believe that wishing upon a star does bring wishes come true... But its all at a price... Let fate bring someone who will touch our lives. Let time decide when you will meet the right person. Once you meet that person, never hesitate to let that person know that you have a heartfelt bond for them. Never regret not saying that you have sincere feelings for someone before its too late. The pain that will be incurred will leave a hurtful scar for life................




SO LONG FOR A SHORT STORY!!!! =D

Mesmerized within time...
1:39 AM



Everytime i have problems... I always prefer to solve it myself... Regardless the case....


I was kinda pissed off today when my supervisor actually flared up and said that SHE was pissed when i could not find her fucked up name card.... the problem was... YOUR HP RECEPTION had a bloody problem and i could not even hear wtf you are saying... so end up.... its my fault issit? ok... wadever...

You may then wonder.... why it is her phone which no reception ne? I was using a fixed line phone....

Thank you pico art... for giving me this asshole experience...

Mesmerized within time...
1:18 AM


Thursday, March 15, 2007

i swear if i am gonna die... I am gonna do it myself.... that MEANS NO KANA BANGED BY CAR, NO AIRPLANE CRASHES, NO NATURAL DISASTERS, etc.

I will die in a way that involves me actually doing the action... LOL!!!!



Ok.... random post.. zZz

Mesmerized within time...
4:08 PM



CODE SUBJECT CU Grade
BHT3010 Contemporary Issues in Hospitality & Tourism 3 B
BSI3009 Student Internship Programme 13 XM



LOL!!!! WTF!!!! HAHA!

Mesmerized within time...
12:20 AM


Tuesday, March 13, 2007

YAY!!! I have finally changed my old blogskin of dunno how many years FINALLY!!! LOL!!!! added a tagboard also... LOL!!!!! THANKS MAYBELLE!!!! THANKS BUI EH!!! =X

Mesmerized within time...
10:53 PM



Problems.. Thoughts...

I somehow discovered that i have the uncanny ablity to solve quite a few problems regardless of its type and seriousness. Ever since secondary school, I have been quite the problem solver in most problems especially with relationships... Honestly, I really do not know why this is the case. However, the suggestions that i gave always works out. Thus, giving me the phrase of AI ZAI!! =D

Things will always work out eventually. Its always dependent on the person facing the problem at hand. Everytime there is a problem, always think out first. What is it that you want? How do you want to solve it in your best scenario? From then on, we can work the strategies out and then tackle the problem efficiently instead of sitting down there and be sad about the problems and worries. Things will always work out. =D

Mesmerized within time...
11:14 AM


Monday, March 12, 2007

Being born in Singapore with wierd and queer family and religous backgrounds, I have found it quite fun to know certain facts!!!!!

most of my dad's side's relatives reside in Japan, but only 2 families out of the total 8 on my dad's side stay in Singapore. My mum is predominantly SINGAPOREAN.. wif my grandma originating from the HOKKIEN DOMINATED TAIWAN!!! LOL!!!!

My dad's catholic originally and my mum is bai bai one... but my dad since dunno when never go church... and so do i... Ever since the mighty phrase of I am a faithful follower from my heart... LOL! we never went to church.. =X Actually, bai bai is more of a racial thing. I do note that quite a few of my church friends that i had knew in the past go temple bai bai leh... LOL!!! i know we are not supposed to but... LOL!!!!!

then hor... my mum side supposedly cannot eat beef... by right la... but they all by left... but they every meal must haf PORK or they will go mad... -_-"" My dad's side every meal MUST haf beef... or they too will ki siao...

putting me in a catholic school has always been my dad's wish for one day, he hoped to see me as an altar boy... But we know how it all went.. LOL!!! I still remember his "HOLY" naps he took in church... with the "HOLY" snore... LOL!!!! damn funny... while my mum at that time, go my ah ma house pa mahjong...

My mum speaks predominantly hokkien at my ah ma place... My dad speaks a lil jap, a lil teochew, a lil english, a lil chinese... mix mix.... At home, they converse in chinese wif me and english wif my bro.... wierd.....

An interesting thing to note, My brother's english SUCKS but his chinese is astonishing...
MY CHINESE SUCKS.. but my English is astonishing....


I HATED MATHS AND SCIENCE... but i scored the best for them....
My bro HATED chinese... but he scored the best for that....

My mum used to score damn well for her humanities... But i heard she burnt the book once the exam papers were over and used maybe a lil as pang sai paper....

My dad never loved studying... but knn he score all damn good....

He said he was in the basketball team... -_- i doubt it... so short!!! and so fat!!!!! if he say he in SUMO team i will believe... dunno how the hell he gt into OCS also... last time taf club one leh!

Everytime during reunion dinner, gt so many bloody types of cuisine and flavors... machiam like hotel buffet like that... but more than half are PORK dishes... LOL!!!


Let me try to remember wad we had for this yr's reunion dinner...


Appetizers
  • Sushi platter
  • salmon salad (yu sheng wif more salmon.. LOL!)
  • avocado rolls
  • sashimi platter
  • potato salad
  • Pork shabu shabu

SOUP

  • ang chao kuey ( red rice wine chicken soup )
  • Pork Potage
  • dumpling soup

HOT FOOD

  • peh kuey ( Flat rice cake *traditional teochew dish)
  • bacon wrapped prawn mousse asparagus
  • braised pork belly
  • braised pork leg
  • fish maw wif tomato cube in cream sauce
  • scallops with chinese cabbage and teppanyaki pork
  • mapo tofu
  • spring onion and ginger pork
  • Cod teriyaki
  • German sausages
  • teapot pork stew
  • Hokkien Mee
  • Pork Curry

DESSERT

  • coconut milk wif longan and almond jelly
  • Tiramisu
  • haagen dazs kopi ice cream wif sugar coated french toast
  • watermelon and rockmelon cocktail
  • Milo Dinosaur

LOL!!!!

not to mention coronas and heinekens were flowing.. LOL!!!

so sad.. only wif my mum's side.. LOL!!!! BUT FUN WOR!!!!!


Mesmerized within time...
6:13 PM



Giselle reminded me strongly of an impression that was made 4 years ago at Paris. So strong was the familiarity of her presence and speech that I found myself acquainting with her so comfortably upon our first ever meeting. However, I could not pick myself up to reminisce whom she had resembled.

It was the Remembrance Day at November 11th, where an organizational outing took place. So fun and casual were the French that even an Asian like me, did not felt distant from everyone within the group. I was sent a few days back from my regional company headquarters to France for a major Annual Global Meeting that would potentially mould the key strategies and sectors that the company would take and go into in the future. This was an amazing chance for me to prove myself and to elevate my stature within the organization even further. With my aim set at becoming the youngest Director for the Sales & Marketing Division, I went all out to focus my time and energy into a presentation that I would be giving at the meeting.

The outing started out with a fun and entertaining introduction of a newly formed network which links all of the associates of the organization with the same positions together. This network initiative was started out primarily to get the foreign visitors to get acquainted with the locals and also to get them comfortable with their environments. A good initiative for team bonding, the company has emphasized strongly on global network connections as a key value within the global organization itself.

We went to the famous restaurant at Montparnasse, called Le Dome Café for a warm dinner of French Yellow and White Pasta noodles served with Tiger Prawns and a Prawn Bisque and strips of Kurobuta Pork. This dish heavily reminded me of HOKKIEN MEE!!!!! This was after an exciting day in the city with shopping and sightseeing of famous landmarks. At a high-end shopping outlet, I was surprised to see Pure Milk having a retail outlet there. Not losing out, the long defunct pai kia shop of PRISON also has a proud shop set next to the elite ARMANI brand. However, during the course of the day, my brain had significantly twitched each time I saw Giselle, as if it is hinting me something about her. At the restaurant, as we sat down, she had coincidentally sat next to me and shortly, we started off with a small chat about each other’s lives. That was the moment where I got shocked. The things that she said about her past and her ex-beau, matched my personality entirely. Even the name, parents, memories, every single one of them has direct links to mine. A strong thought suddenly stormed into the back of my mind. I was with her before……………. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

However, coming back to the realistic form, if that person was truly me, she would have given me 45389673 slaps to the face and 29845834573495793 kicks to my BALLS. Since I thought to myself the world was so BIG, there may be a coincidence to my personality with someone, which in this case would be with her Ex. Thus, I proceeded to continue with the hearty conversation in a relaxed and calm manner before jumping to conclusions that is based purely on perceptions.

The easy going dinner ended in a success which thoroughly gave us the break that we crucially needed before the big meeting which would take place the next day. We were driven back to our individual hotel rooms by limousine. As Giselle and me coincidentally stayed at the same hotel, we went back together and had a short walk from the hotel entrance to the poolside where we continued our fun chat session… There, the lights were dimmed and the pool was so enchanting, such as the one in Final Fantasy X where Yuna and Tidus made out. It was only a matter of time before the art of seduction instincts came out to from me to mesmerize her.

Just a little bit more of sweet talk before SOMETHING HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



damn.. i suddenly felt like writing one on servbot... LOL!

Mesmerized within time...
5:36 PM



OK!!! hokkien post today... LOL!!!!

Limbei wa blogskin liao!!!! song!!!! LOL!!!! limbei ma si add zi ge hit counter la hor... limbei kua long zhong yi eh lang add lan jiao blog hit counter... limbei follow trend la... xiang ne ge just follow law... LOL!!!


ok... here is the english version...


WOOO!!!!!! I have finally changed my blogskin!!!! I am still waiting for bui eh no.3 to make one servbot one for me!!! LOL!!! i am like totally mad over that NOW!!!! WOOOO!!!!!! =D




anyone knows how to add a tagboard?! o_O!

Mesmerized within time...
1:40 PM









SERVBOT IS LIKE SO DAMN CUTE LA!!!!!!





















Mesmerized within time...
12:50 AM


Tuesday, March 06, 2007

LOL!!!! i have learnt a new french word today!!!!!!


c'mon ladies!!! repeat after me!!!!

Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperie de connard d'enculé de ta mère!!!




it literally means...............................







Name of God of whore of brothel of shit of filth of jerk of fucking your mother up the ass!!!

LOL!!!! but seriously.... it means.............





Goddamn shit-filthy whorehouse-slut mother-sodomizing bastard!!!!


but honestly... nt much difference right... LOL!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
9:32 PM


Monday, March 05, 2007

i gotta stop being such a bastard playboy....


all the sweet talks with those no named bitches are kinda cheap now... i kinda realized that as i was clubbing at phuture... wads the point? i dun even wanna bring them home... let alone even knowing them... Indeed, clubbing with my gal frens really make me realize this fact even though it is in the subconscious state of my mind... so many gals have come and gone... i still feel like i only have one whom i sincerely had feelings for.... only one... the one whom i never broke up with....

Anywho, I am gonna shoot the next person who thinks they are able to manipulate my perspectives and thoughts...



That was just me ranting... =D

Mesmerized within time...
2:44 AM



shit... i have been drinking non stop!!!!!!!



Friday

Went to 2H06 class gathering after work at a restaurant at arab street!!!! STUPID PHYLLIS TAN LEFT SO BLOODY EARLY!!!!!! NICE MIDDLE EASTERN FOOD!!!!!! LOL!!!! but that was not the main highlight la... we went all the way to clarke quay!!!! settled at this nice palce called BREWWORKZ or sth.. LOL!!!!! SONG!!!!! went to ZOUK wif CYNTHIA, WENDY AND FAITH after that... DAMMIT!!! SAW AH LIAN THERE!!! HAHAHA!!!!! damn fun!!!!!! drank QUITE AN AMOUNT!! but i was still sober!!! WOOOO!!!!!!


Saturday

Work @ IGGY's!!!! finished some puligny montrachet together wif nic.. LOL!!!!! had some champagne!!!!! dammit... also drank quite a lot... HAHA!!!!!!!


SHIT!!! I MUZ STOP DRINKING SO MUCH!!!!!!!! though its free... LOL!!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
2:28 AM