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Saturday, May 31, 2008

OOH DANG!!!!!!! Britain's really got some talent.. LOOK AT THIS SHIT!!!!


FLAVA HIP HOP DANCE!






BHANGRA MICHAEL JACKSON!






Finally, THE POP DANCER FORM SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!





Now comes the question.. When will Singapore have talent? LOL!

Mesmerized within time...
5:55 PM


Sunday, May 25, 2008

I just can't keep this song off my mind...

COLBY O'DONIS Feat. AKON - WHAT YOU GOT





Konvict, Konvict

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh

(Verse 1:) Colby O'Donis

I peeped you on the phone
Just showin' off ya stones
And notice that that pinky ring is right enough baby

I know you're not alone
But I could just be wrong
The way them fellas houndin' and sizin' you up baby

(Hook:)

And I like the way you take advantage of every man you love
I see, I seem to know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play ya thug just don't talk too much
I see, I see it so you don't have to say a word
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

(Chorus:)

Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

(Verse 2:) Colby O'Donis

Girl I can tell you want something to love
That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by
Can't resist girl one can't lie
Now tell if you are here for me
Or everybody watchin' you shake from left to right
The way you move got me hypnotized

(Hook:)

The way you take advantage of every man you love
I see, I seem to know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play ya thug just don't talk too much
I see, I see it so you don't have to say a word
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

(Chorus:)

Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

(Verse 3:) Akon

Our eyes away from you girl when you get on the floor and do what you do
And errbody wanna come back to that bod and kind of remind myself I'm like you
Be sure that type drive a man crazy and snatch him away from his lady
No matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up callin' you baby
And they never really know what to do once you expose that thang you do
Ya had him crawlin' on hands and knees and ya find a way to get him out that cheese
And why ya thinkin' that you the only dude she off in the mall livin' off of you
Lettin' errbody know she got you but now you feel like a fool

(Hook:)

Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

(Chorus:)

Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop





Oh damn!~!~!~!! This shit is HAWT!!! wit da Grooves on dawg!!!!


- Markiess on the above song, talking in a "Nigga" language...

Mesmerized within time...
12:18 AM


Saturday, May 24, 2008

Before I start on this week's blog entry, I wanna remember this picture first...



This is Singapore... Believe it or not... We always miss out on the simple things of life and ignore what we already have... Instead of cherishing what is already present, we always focus our needless attention to certain useless things that we do not have...


- Markiess on the above picture..


Picture of the post



Its quite common when the smaller things in the picture actually stand out more in the bigger picture..

It is the same with the Rules of Life... We also do not notice the smaller and more important elements..


- Markiess on the above picture.. Reflecting on the rules of life...

Those tents are so colorful!!! =D=D=D


- My Brother, Zheng hui on the above picture...




Thoughts and Experiences of the week

It has always been a pestering thought whenever I miss certain opportunities to do certain things... It can be said the same for some other aspects of life when I choose to just let things happen by itself and not do anything about it...

The past week has given me an insight to what certain targets I could aim for at this point of time...

Arguably, The primary targets would be to get my SAT test done and my Driving License converted..
I have also been thinking about entering into Arts School to fulfill my desires and what I truly want.. However, reality has struck upon my face and shouting "GO TO SMU" or "GO TO UNLV" in order to achieve my materialistic targets..

Though its really sad at some points to how the reality contradicts to what I truly desire, I have thought of going into the Advertising industry.. True, I would probably have to go overseas in order to get a degree. However, being in the advertising industry is something that I had always thought of doing.. Although its not the highest of my priorities, the pay as well as the work scope is something that I would not mind working 30 years for.

Currently, my main mindset in life would probably to "Be Focused" in absolutely everything I do..

I just can't sit down and let opportunities after opportunities slip just because I am cautious of doing something risky...

I have been told that I have been more quiet as of late.. Maybe I am becoming more of an introvert.. I always do stop and just stay still whenever I see an eye catching scene or a panoramic scene... That's just the way I am...

Or probably its because OLD people do not talk as much anymore.. DANG!


Quote of the post

The Square Root of 3



I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed



Taken from Kumar....

Its queer to how nerds can actually create poems like that...



Song of the post

For some reason, I am really hooked onto this song right now...

Avril Lavigne's I Will Be...



There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay


This song seriously just makes you sit back and just reminisce on everything...


THAI ADS!

Alright, Stemming away from the emo adverts that I had in the previous post, HERE ARE 2 MORE QUEER ONES!



DUN BE RACIST!



SCRUB MAN!



...and I shall end off this post with this....

MANCHESTER UNITED HAS WON THE DOUBLE!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!! EAT MY SHIT CHELSKI!!!

Mesmerized within time...
9:05 PM


Monday, May 19, 2008

Just simply watch these clips one by one...













Think about the meanings of these adverts (Apart from their INSURANCE CONCEPT) and think if it touches your heart or not... It would be quite queer if it doesn't...

Mesmerized within time...
2:43 PM


Sunday, May 18, 2008



I have always wanted to pen down all of our thoughts & memories and make it into songs for her.. But we were too caught up with ourselves...


- Markiess @ 15 years old starting up his music cells... Reminiscing on the certain things that he has regretted not doing in life...


Thoughts @ 4 in the Morning...

For some reason, I have become more anti social...


Hard to believe? Can't blame that mindset... But its happening...


I still receive sms's to ask if I am gg clubbing.. Well, I have kinda grown tired of it... Maybe I will have a hiatus of at least a few months before I shall see how everything goes...


I wanna avoid some stuffs and people in the meantime...


Queer? What could be the reason?


I can only say that I always do the unexpected... No more playin ard too much anymore.. I have more urgent stuffs I need to settle..


Probably not many would know the true meaning to the following words... Well, I am already hard to decipher from the beginning anyways..



I'm not wildin out like I used to
I dont do the things I used to no more
-I've changed for you-
Lookin' back I thought I would never
love like this broke so many hearts before
I changed for you

I don't do the things that I used to do nomore
Everything that you do I adore
No more lies, no more games, everything I say I mean {aye}
And all the love you give me baby,
it means so much to me
So dont take ur love away
No one compares to what you do for me
And everytime that you see me baby
You take me in your arms, hold me
Trust me baby I wont ever leave you

Believe me, I'm yours forever
You need me 'cause I'm down whatever
{Damn I've changed}

I'm not wildin out like I used to
I dont do the things that I used to no more
-I've changed for you-
Lookin' back I thought I would never
love like this broke so many hearts before
I changed for you

Pull out the fine wine glasses
Dinner in bed (went and took some culinary classes)
Gotta stay sexy for you baby
Tighten up my body, workin' on my ghetto pilates
I'm not goin' out tonight (tonight)
We can hit the sofa,
cuddle up, satellite service
Ohh baby whatever, let me accommodate ya
Is there anything you like for me to change
I can't cut my plats (my plats) but I cant cover up my tats (Ohh no)
That is two things that I can't take back
But baby it's true,
I would change it all for you

Believe me (you gotta belive me baby), I'm yours forever
Completely (completely in love) I'm down for whatever
(baby can change)

Im not wildin out like I used to
I dont do the things that I used to no more
-I've changed for you-
Lookin' back I thought I would never
love like this broke so many hearts before
I changed for you

New and improved, bringin out the best of me
because the old me was lonely,
Searchin' for my one and only
So happy that I found u

Saw the potential
And you made it so simple,
to be loved
And I'll never be the same

I'm not wildin out like I used to
I dont do the things I used to no more [no more]
(I've changed for you)[o0hh]
Lookin' back I thought I would never (thought I would never)
love like this broke so many hearts before {love like this, so many hearts before}
{I changed for you} I changed for you

I'm not wildin out like I used to
I dont do the things I used to no more
(I've changed for you)
Lookin' back I thought I would never
love like this broke so many hearts before
I've changed for you



For now, I can't help but wait....

Mesmerized within time...
12:11 AM


Saturday, May 17, 2008



I'm hiding in the background of the caves.. Just want to be left alone... Now, its finally my personal time with the mesmerizing skyline...


- Markiess on the past few days just simply admiring the stunning sunsets of the island...

It's my only escape from the world...


- Markiess on why the scenic views are so important to him....

MUMMY!! IS THIS SENTOSA!?!?!?


- Markiess @ 4 years old on the above picture...

OMG! THIS LOOKS LIKE A CANADIAN BULLTARGET!!!! OWN TIME OWN TARGET FIRE!!!!! YOUUUU!!!!


- A Soulja Boy on the above picture..

AHH!!! IAIA!!! I NO RIFLE!!!! YOUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!


- The same Soulja Boy on the above picture..


Thoughts and experiences..

The past week has brought about quite a few learning lessons for myself..

1) Temper Temper Tempers...
If I thought that my temper was bad, probably I have to rethink again.. There were so many others whose tempers are way worse off than mine.. Things that they did and say were sometimes contradicting.. and this only helps the more cool headed person to rebutt your arguments so much easier..

Venting out your frustrations on things that does not go according to your way/plan or even your point of views aint the best solution to solve a situation..

The world isn't all just about you, you, you... Keep that in mind bitches..

2) In Life, you have to work as a team...

As hard as I may try, I'll still excel most while working as a solo unit.. However, certain conditions has given me certain burdens that I need to take care of regardless.. One of them would be with supporting some of the slower team mates that I have... True, it is often unfair that I usually do the majority of the work... However, I can't blame them too much because I do understand that some of them are slower..

Unfortunately, patience has its limits sometimes...

3) The only person you can trust is yourself..

But this is only valid if you have high standards set for yourself.. To be honest, my life experiences has really made me grown in such a way that if I really entrust people to do certain things.. They would not be as good compared if I do them personally.. Well, that's life.. You can succeed only if you put in your maximum amount of effort... Nothing more, nothing less...


On the Lighter Side...

Imagine an alcohol collection like this....

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Dang... I am an alcoholic... NOT!!! LOL!!!

I just collect them for fun and I DO NOT drink them... HAHA!

Anywho... Here is a video which I came across while searching for hell's KITCHEN~!!!!



OMG just look at the video.. THAT BABY LOOKS LIKE ITS GONNA KUNG FU KICK YOU and YOUR MOM IF YOU DARE TOUCH HIM!

Song of the week!!!



Rihanna's Take a Bow!!!

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now


Oh boy! Look at the meaning of the song... Hmmm....


OH YES!!! ONE MORE VIDEO!!!



OH MY GOD! Not only is it a nice imitation.. BUT SHE IS DAMN PRETTY TOO!! AHH!!!!


Multilingual Vulgarity of the post!

..and we end of with the customary multilingual vulgarity of the day!!

chingar (Mexican Spanish).
Can be used on its own or in a sentence as 'chinga tu puta madre'. Literally it means 'fuck your mother of a whore' and is used in the same sense as 'fuck you'.





It's kinda a cliche for me to not complete a proper entry.. However, there are still too many things for me to sort out first.. Including my thoughts.. Probably I shall blog about "that" tomorrow...

Perhaps....

Mesmerized within time...
9:20 PM


Sunday, May 11, 2008

Picture of the POST!



The sunsets over there are really mesmerizing.. So much that it makes you just sit down there and stare at it for hours... Probably, I may have finally found my venue of solace and reprise...


- Markiess @ 20 years on remembering the gentle skylines of a certain secluded island...

YAY!! ITS THE SUNRISE!!!


- Markiess @ 5 years old on looking at this picture..



Thoughts of the week

I have been taken to my temper limits for the past week.. I still can't believe a few individuals could still be so egoistic and have the mindset that they are smarter than everyone else..

Nobody is just simply better than anyone in every single way. Yes, you may be more capable than someone in a certain aspect. But constant repetition of those minor qualities ain't gonna enlarge your balls/boobs in any way there is.. You should really just shut the fuck up and move on instead of whining there like a little bitch thinking that there is no possible way the other guy could be better than me..

I shall restrain my temper a little bit before I would really flare up and throw you out of the window! The window! the 7 storey window!


On a lighter note

Being away for a certain period of time without any worries and burdens has really been an escape for myself.. For years, I have never really enjoyed the real simple things of life.. Things like having to witness the sunrise and sunset every single day, the simple and gentle sea breezes and the blooming of the dandelions.. It has really been soothing to my soul which has not really seen a fixed period of rest and relaxation...

There is a simple reason to why i absolutely love lazy afternoons... They recharge your body everytime you are able to enjoy one.. However, I can only savor this extremely short moment as I would be back in the corporate field soon..


Targets for now...

I seriously wanna finish up my works soon before I seriously have no time for it.. I have been delaying them for too long..

..and it consists of:

1) My 3 paintings..
2) My photo portfolio cum storyboard..
3) My piano pieces...

However, I am stuck whenever I am at the piano.. I still can't forget certain stuffs.. Probably its because I have no more sources for inspiration.. But, that is nothing but merely an excuse.. It has been so many years.. I have moved on though.. Unfortunately, the memories are always stronger..

Well, I really have to just execute it.. I can't wait any longer..


Music Video of the post!!



Closer By Ne-Yo...

DAMN I LOVE THE AWESOME GROOVES!!!!


Multilingual Vulgarity of the POST!

Today's multilingual Vulgarity comes from Norway...

baconpugga (fem. noun.) ‡ piggish fucked-the-shit-out-of bitch
Used frequently in Västerbotten in northern Sweden.:-
Satte du verkligen på den djävla baconpuggan?:- Did you really fuck that bloody piggish fucked-the-shit-out-of bitch?


Till the next entry when I am FREE!!!

Mesmerized within time...
2:51 PM


Thursday, May 01, 2008

Beautiful Disaster..

I have came across this song that is really meaningful in my opinion at least.. Its a song about someone.. confused..





Between the lies and complements.
It's all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
And she needs someone to take her home.

She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.

She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

Cuz she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's ok.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home
And just needs someone to take her home.




Thoughts of the week

Well, I have been busy with some stuffs this week.. Wait, let me rephrase that, EXTREMELY BUSY..

I have came across some people in my life in the past week.. and I am really disappointed with how lazy, selfish or stupid people can get.. In order to boost their ego, they would stoop at nothing to brag about themselves... In addition, they would also find any loophole and lie about certain elements in order to escape doing even certain job loads..

I have become extremely sick at the sight of such people and of course, their existence..

However, I have no choice but to bear with it for now in order to move forward...


Meanwhile, I shall just reprise in my own solace..



Thinking is always a step towards action.. However, it is non existent until you actually execute that thought...



On a lower note,
I still can't believe I still can be so non-chalant about it...

Mesmerized within time...
3:45 PM