Friday, November 30, 2007
As mentioned in the title...
Why is time so cruel? I am starting to wonder what we all will be in the afterlife. Speaking of cruelty, I need to find my humane emotions back. Its somewhere around, but I believe it will come back to PAPA soon. =]
I am seriously crazy over Xmas songs now... =] All I want for Christmas is you.. Just you.. =]
Speaking of Xmas...
LAST XMAS I FUCKING WORKED MY ASS OUT, AND THE VERY NEXT DAY... I WAS FUCKING WORKING AGAIN....
THIS YEAR, I'M STILL WORKING AGAIN, SO PLEASE LET IT BE SPECIAL!!!!!
I need a source of motivation now... It appears that only she could supply that source...
Mesmerized within time...
1:44 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
I am always curious of one thing...
WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE TO TAKE PICS IN THE TOILET?!?!?!?!?! YOU ALL LIKE PPL TO SEE WAD A TOILET LOOKS LIKE ISSIT!?!?!?!
Chill... =D juz curious... =D
Mesmerized within time...
9:49 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
omg man.. I seriously need help... ppl tell me gt chio bu walk past i now also not interested.. -_-" rather play my psp... -_-"" The NO SEX DRIVE SYMPTOM IS REACHING IS PEAK LA KNS!
I now rather sleep than to go crub.. -_-"
Mesmerized within time...
2:06 PM
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose... you're everything.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You Steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need. You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better, any better. And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Mesmerized within time...
12:24 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I also realized another thing.... I old liao... -_-""
BUT I DUN HAVE WHITE HAIR!!! =P
Mesmerized within time...
11:41 PM
I just realized that I hate to lose...
Mesmerized within time...
4:17 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Went phuture wif shunweiz and her friends last night.. Got them outta sucky and squeezy phuture (THE MUSIC STILL RAWKED, THE CROWD SUCKS) Hungout qt the trance area with Chivas... danced all the way to trance... For some reason, I feel free...
Things Happen for a reason. Seriously. Now I just need to rethink on the suitable method to deal with those shit. I cant blame it if you insist that I have not changed. It all boils down to trust. For some reason, I feel as if either my heart does not wanna do anything or does not care anymore. Why?
Now I am back to being crazy over Trance....
Mesmerized within time...
12:47 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
For some reason I am listening to Cantonese songs now... and i dun even understand a single word out of it.. O_O!!!!!!
Mesmerized within time...
11:11 AM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Why does the heart not care anymore?
Why does the heart not give a damn anymore?
Why does the heart lose all of its emotions?
Why does the heart lose its sentimentality
Why does the heart become cold?
Why? Probably because it has become heartless...
L'osieau Bleu has become the sanctuary for the negative emotions.
Compass has become the direction of the ever so realistic and inhumane heart.
Tears has become the source for the sorrow for the heart.
I yearn however, to hear the Heart's Voice.
For the Heart's Voice shall restore its true human feelings finally.
Tides of Time has become the limit for the fragile heart.
The passing of the morning has become my requiem.
Now, True Love has become just Like the Wind...
As it Winds a Time, the heart enters a City of Sadness.
I crave for A Choice of Gentleness under Tomorrow's Wind.
Yearn as I would like, Try as I might, the heart would still not listen to the soul and its owner.
I am praying that my Peace of Mind would arrive soon.
I just hope that you would be as you would when we first met.
Under the Sky Rememberances where our palace of memories reside in,
I reminisce our sweetheart story in my Lunar Dream.
Yearn and Crave, yet, the Heart of Glass remains....
Probably only she would understand my emotions now... Yet, I am always stuck with the same person... Tear as the heart will, Hurt as the heart experiences, sorrow as the taste lingers, Things have changed. Times have moved on together with the Heart.
Now, I only wish for the heart to return to its state a few years ago as it was happy with the other heart it has emotions and feelings for...
Behold, as I finally compose my last piece, the songs of my heart... Before I fall for the final time..
Mesmerized within time...
12:29 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
kns... i now listening to more and more of chinese songs... WAH LAU!!! LUO ZHI XIANG AT DECEMBER, JAY CHOU AND ZHANG XUE YOU AT JANUARY!!! MA NI WU XI GAN!?!?!?!?! (where gt time)
On another note,
I think I am getting along well without your presence. I just wish the best for you though. Cheers.
Supposedly, I am the one who could make the impossible, possible. However, this time I am unable to do so. Doing unpredictable things has always been my style. I choose not to go with the flow but instead, against it. Somehow, I am still baffled by my actions. I do not understand why.
Probably because I am too tired of everything? Tired of trying, tired cause of work, tired cause of stuffs that happens at home, tired of external factors, etc. The list would just go on and on. Somehow, I really wish that everything could end now.
As I listen to mandarin songs now, I begin to reminsce about the past, life @ secondary school, Life at Hao Li Hai. Currently, I am listening to songs that belong to the 2001 - 2003 era. Times when mandarin songs were extremely popular.
I really miss my secondary school mates..
People whom I have not had a chance to meet since Secondary School
Yuting, Wanyi, Wanwen, Daphne, Nicole, Jin Lih, Jasmine Lim, Jasmine Koh, Wen Li, Tianying, Shu Jun, Shi Jia, Valerie, Elin, Jit hao, Desmond, Ah Leong, Kenny, the list goes on.
I am still appauled to why I have more female friends than guy friends. But that does not matter now.
Some stuffs have happened recently. Could I just die now?
Mesmerized within time...
10:36 AM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Die... I think I am seriously suffering from LOW SEX DRIVE.. I dun even look at pretty gals anymore.. -_-"
eg: Last night I had a Lexus Launch, we hired 2 models and I did not even look at them and I brushed them aside though they tried to talk to me.. -_-""
eg: There were many pretty Citibank ladies. I concentrated more on the car (LEXUS SC430!!!) rather than them after the launch and during the reception.
eg: I do not even bother to dress up anymore..
eg: I rather sleeping..
HOW!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!! -_-""
Even till now... -_-
OOH SC 430!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!
ME LOVE!!! =D
Mesmerized within time...
10:08 AM
