2007 for me personally, was quite a bad year. Many regrets and too many wrong things done. I will list the bad things and regrets that I had this year.
1) Never buy 4D and toto when I have a hunch.
2) See Singapore Pools the queue dun feel like buying only to see the number in my mind get 1st prize.
3) Inability to buy my Mini Cooper via Toto.
4) Man U slipped up and lost the opportunity to re-win the treble.
.. and these are the regrets that I had this year.
Highlights are as below:
1) Won best empire for FOC
2) Won Best Diploma (H-H-H-T-M!!!)
3) Won Best School (BIZ-BIZ-BIZ-BUSINESS!!!)
4) Worked @ Pico Art for Attachment
5) Got called back to continue working @ Pico
6) Resumed Crubbing after a 2 year Hiatus
7) Broke off relations with my Father
8) Bought Samsung Plasma TV and Home Surround Sound
9) Bought Ps3
10) Changed phone thrice
11) Bought PSP for brother
12) Bought Macbook
13) Continued 3rd year in succession in supporting myself fully.
14) Bros and people that you really can depend on.
Shock of the year events
1) Spent Vday wif Bui eh no.1 (WTF!!!) LOL!!!
2) Almost died (Again)
3) A visit from her...
4) The limit that I could actually push myself to..
5) The Red Sky
Disappointments
1) Seems that whatever I do, not even a mention of thanks and treat help for granted
2) People who you are not close to actually cared so much more
3) Human inefficiency
4) Pace where people are working
5) The limit of some individuals are so low.
Events that I had done from May 2007: 32 events and exhibition shows.
2007 in general wasn't really a good year. To be honest, I have seriously achieved so much in my career path this year, only to have it end off in emotional disappointment with all other aspects.
There is a strong statement made that it is people themselves who make choices. I fully agree with this statement. People should live life the way they want to. However, an oversight would be with regards to those who couldn't. Those who do not have a choice. Those whom are even struggling to survive. People whom are supporting themselves and have to feed people can't just don't work just because they are tired. Despite their fatigue, a day without work is a day without food. They do not have a choice. Please consider that in the future. Singaporeans are all indeed leading a blessed and pampered life. But its extremely sad to see an increasing amount of heavy dependent youngsters nowadays.
Trust. Trust has to be earned, gained and respected. This is one fatal thing that I have learned throughout of this year. I tend to trust too easily. To the extent that outrageous things are even said. The worst is that the party that matters who knows the truth even goes along with those absurd lies. Thus, the only person I would trust would be myself, without a shadow of a doubt.
We seriously need to sometimes stop living up there, and live down here in order to really sympathize with those who truly need help. I have constantly helped the Singapore Children's cancer foundation and the Heart Foundation since young, in the exact same way as how they have helped and inspired me.
20 years have passed in my life, a milestone and probably 1/4 of the journey of my story is indeed, complete. However, with the constant dreams floating amidst my mind, I have achieved nothing yet. Technically, I still have not gone into a 100% relationship since that. But I would not get into a relationship until I am confident I can provide 100%. Yet, it still seems impossible. Somehow, Someway, I wanna know how to do that and act on it. I do not yearn for a relationship or even need one. But sometimes, you really need a reason to live. Just a reason... Any at all will do.. The strongest link and will to live would always relate to emotional relationships. Trust me.
That's the reason to probably why I am finding my heart back.
Mesmerized within time...
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