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Sunday, July 27, 2008



The sky is gloomy once again... I really so wanna move on but I can't...


- Markiess on the dejected self he has been for the past week...


This shall be the landmark 300th post...

Lotsa ppl will treat such posts with great pleasure and happiness. However, I will face it with depression and despair...

The main question I will ask myself is...

What Have I been doing in my life?



Well, the answer it to simply, waste it all.... Fuck me pls.... Suicide is sometimes always in my mind...

But somehow, my heartlessness simply demands me to be strong and work and work and work, earning so much money as I have done in the past.... Probably, my heartless self is always the strongest part of me... But I seriously do want my selfless compassionate side to really love again....

Seriously... I am damn wasted and traumatized now.... Please tell me its not because of that person..... I have offended one of my best friends and got so fucking wasted just because of that certain reason....



Song of the post!

But what could be better than hearing your fave 2 songs mixed into 1... =]



This is Jay Sean's Maybe mixed with Ne-Yo's Because of you lyrics... =]



On the bright side

Its always nice to hear that you will still have a confirmed place for jobs regardless what and what type of big projs and accounts are going to be handed to you...

Mesmerized within time...
5:56 AM