Friday, June 13, 2008
You are being missed badly.. We'll still have you around us.. In our hearts..
- Markiess on Clifton..
The biggest thing I regret was being so MIA during Year 1, not being able to bond as I would really like to..
- Markiess on regrets...
From this time on, I can be sure that we will never ever be separated ever..
- Alan on us, the Htmers...
Dear Clifton,
It has been 4 years since we first met at the Lecture theatre for our TP Orientation.. I still remember the time when we had to teach the class a cheer.. It was then that we taught them the "watermelon" cheer.. It was then that I Sabo-ed you to be class rep and you in turn, sabo-ed me to be your assistant.. It was really fun then.. Since that day, not a single day at school was boring and dull like what most other people said..
From the "brotherhood" and "sisterhood" times, to the time when you guys accompanied me to go for the TPSU sub comm interview, to the times when we just slacked at school and play basketball, going home together, the list just goes on and on.. Then it came to CCN day when we baked our first cookies and Desiree's place.. Staying over at Marcus' place to do the candy floss, Going on to selling the cookies and making such a huge profit for ourselves.. I still remembered the times when we wanted to whack Nat for what he did to Desiree... The list would just go on and on and on.. However, every single day that we had spent with each other was not without bursts of laughter and joy..
Those memories will stay with me forever.. All of the memories that you have given to everyone with your laughter, joyfulness as well as your Engrish.. That would be something that everyone will really miss a lot.. But fret not, you will never ever be forgotten as we have embedded you into our hearts.. This is something that all of us would promise you.. We will still celebrate your birthday as you have always wanted it to be..
There is still so much that I wanna say to you.. So many apologies that I would like to make up to you.. But I believe that you will know what I wanna say as I say it out in my heart.. I believe you will know given the ears of heaven.. Together as part of the angels that look over us.. We will always look up into the sky in anticipation of seeing you once again.. Seeing your star at night whenever we are missing you.. When we really yearn for your presence..
You have been commissioned an officer pilot.. Something that you have wanted so badly.. Finally, we shall address you as Sir Clifton.. 2Lt Clifton.. However, you shall always and forever will be our beloved "datou".. Rest in peace my bro, for you have joined the angels up above.. You will be missed..
- Mark...
Music of the post..
These 2 songs are dedicated just for you.. Because you are truly sent from Heaven to us...
Keyshia Cole - Heaven Sent..
"Heaven Sent"
Sent from heaven.
Sent from heaven.
Now you can wait your whole life wondering
When it's gonna come or where it's been.
You may have got your heart broken
A few times in the past
Never last strong as it used to,
Don't feel as good as it used to (before)
And all the things you used to say,
Things you used to do, went right out the door
Oh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
And you can't help who you love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love
[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
Now you can wait your whole life tryna change
What the fear from what it's been
You may have put your whole life into a man
Loving what you thought that could've been.
Don't wanna swing your change
When you don't feel as good as you used to (before)
And everything you used to say,
Everything you used to do clear right out the door
Oh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
And it can't help who it loves
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love
[CHORUS]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
Everybody say
I wanna be the one you love
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one you trust
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one
I wanna be the one (sent from heaven)
[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
You truly are sent from heaven..
Mariah Carey's Bye Bye..
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
[Chorus]
(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
I still can't accept that fact..
Mesmerized within time...
3:21 AM
