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Sunday, April 13, 2008

Picture of the POST




I was awaiting for your arrival as I have promised 8 years ago..
Maybe there is someone else now..
However, I shall still carry on waiting for some day you may finally come by this train station of ours..
We would then make our escape into a whole new world..
I would make it magical for you then as I have always did..
But now, I can't help but wait..


- Markiess on a promise made to a special someone 8 years ago..

Lets make our great escape 8 years from now.. I wanna do something spectacular for you..


- Markiess on that promise

This is a nice too too train!!


- Markiess @ 4 years old passing by the train station for the first time of his life..


Multilingual Vulgarity of the post

In Italian: caccati in mano e prenditi a schiaffi ‡ take a shit on your hands and hit yourself (note: very colored expression)

MTV OF THE POST

The following MTV is "Friends" By Stephanie..




This song to be honest, is quite special to me for some reason.. Note the english translated lyrics..

Whenever I get a chance to really experience an extremely beautiful song like this, I would just sit back and think of many stuffs that probably I have missed out in life.. Missed out as I was working too hard to support myself and have the high end lifestyle that I have always desired..

I have always used the phrase, you win some, you lose some.. If I did not work as hard, I would really experience so much more in life.. I kinda experienced that as I went back to look at FOC this year. I have seriously missed out on too many things.. Too many things that it has made me regret certain things..

I have lost a few long lasting relationships due to my obsession with working as well.. Indeed, I was blessed with a few individuals that I have failed to cherish.. Now as I look back and reminisce on the past, I do feel a sense of disappointment in myself.. Probably I could still be with some of them even till today despite my personality.

However, if I did not work as hard as I did, I would not have gained so much experience and enjoyed the luxuries that money can buy. I have supported myself since secondary school.. Usually, this would be a case for those families whom are not as fortunate. However, I must admit that my parents are quite well to do.. At least for themselves given their high spending lifestyle. I kinda chose to support myself to prove a few things and to become more independent. Family ties were getting extremely out of hand at that time and given my stubborn personality that I can accomplish anything if I just try, I gave it a shot.. and succeeded...

I kind of wondered if there was any way at all that I could somehow balance those two important elements of my life at the same time.. However, there are always limits to a person.. My limit would be with my capability of primarily focusing on only one major element at a time as I always focus on one thing and neglect another sometimes..

I have to change.. No, I must change.. Its a definite requirement..


Come on Mark.. you have proven once before that challenges are just rocks along the road, my determination and hunger to win is limitless..


..updates tomorrow on BARK's, 85 and the biker gal!! O_O!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
3:19 AM