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Monday, April 21, 2008



Everything around us is wilting.. This photograph describes it totally..


Markiess @ 20 years old on the verge of losing all emotions...


Will someone just take me away from this place?


Markiess when he was 17 upon reminiscing the departure @ the airport...


I wanna fly away! I dun wanna be in the same place as this ugly tree!!!


Markiess when he was 8 years old on this photo.




The low side



I almost cried when I saw this video. Its intriguing when something so simple actually touches you so easily. Probably it is because we could relate to it so easily. Its been a while since I have lost my dad... I just do not wanna lose my mum ever.. For this, I would say that I would choose to be a coward and I would rather die before my mum.. I feel that I cannot take that feeling of anguish.. I would just break down...


The Brighter side



Fortunately, I had this to brighten my night up.. =D


Thoughts

I really need to rethink what have I been doing all along.. Its kinda sad when you are nice to ppl and they treat you for granted.. Maybe i need to be even more realistic in this field... Seriously..

Many things has happened over the past few days.. Simply too many things.. I have somehow lost the faith of what I used to believe in.. I have somehow lost the determination in all of the things that I have put all of my heart and soul in.. Its always easy to judge a book by its cover. However, little do people know that it is one of the most fatal mistakes one could ever make in life.. Everyone deserves a second or even third chance.. No one can ever get something totally right for the first time ever..

Probably, at this point of time, I have lost my direction in life.. I do have all of the materialistic targets and ideals that I want to achieve at certain stages of my life. However, other than that, I have totally no idea to what I truly desire and hope to attain. Probably, going into army could help me out in certain stuffs.. But I seriously need to sit back and think about what I really need to do from now on.. I just simply can't afford to waste anymore time any longer..

If anyone were to ask me,

"Where is your God?"


I would not know what to answer to them for I shan't answer anything which is not from the bottom of my heart..

I seriously need my faith and direction back.. I need it back desperately..

Mesmerized within time...
1:33 AM