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Sunday, October 07, 2007

One message from my previous her and my whole mood has been altered.

One message from my mum which the doctor sent her has changed my optimism. Do the op or 6 months left to live.

Probably I shall be cruel and say this. The one and only gf I had who went on to Canada, could still affect me so much. It kinda sucks.

Yet cruelty has got on to me and I have to go for an operation.

Cruelty has made me smoked around 12 ciggarettes in a go.

Boon may say fortune tellers are fortune tellers. To that, I agree. I have constantly tried ways to change my fate. However, its futile in the end.

To be honest, I sincerely do not know who will care or even come to my funeral.

Mesmerized within time...
12:47 PM