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Monday, October 01, 2007

Time and time again. When will he finally change? Just as it had stopped, it began. Too much disappointment, too much pain, too much sadness. Regret is futile. What's done is done. It has gone too far. There is no need for any more explanations. He will not defend himself nor will he even try to explain anymore. What he will do or can do is just to simply comfort slowly but gradually. There would be changes.

Since it all started, to the trips home, to the down periods, he was there. Somehow, he has seen you cry too many times. He justs wants to be there. Always. There is a solution. Probably, only one solution. A fortune teller once told him, together with your early death, you would take many hearts with you. However, they are broken. Utter grief and sadness would fill the air.

Once again he has put in his whole soul into his work. Working day and night without a purpose, without a target. Why does he work so hard? Why is he so dumb? Probably because he wants to give the best possible life for the both of them.

He can only wish that it would work out soon.

Would the flame die off? or would it rekindle under a different candle. Funny as it seems but, the flame is reluctant to move to another candle.

You would never know this but, He seriously has strong affectionate feelings for you.


Noone would understand this entry i guess. Noone.

Mesmerized within time...
3:42 PM