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Friday, May 04, 2007

LOL! I just realized one thing.... This blog is supposed to be personal... But cause i do not know how to make it private... AH! nvm... LOL!

I am currently listening to this song called Heart of Glass by S.E.N.S.... quite an EMO piano piece!!! but its damn soothing! =D I kinda imagined the piano in front of me and then proceeded to play...LOL!!! It has really given me the inspiration to compose songs once more!

My supervisor would be away from Singapore from Monday till the 14th!!! LOL!!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!!! =X But i have a pile of stuff to do cause of CommunicAsia!!!! sianz.... But its alright...

I am currently planning to spend Saturday at my sanctuary... regardless with company or not... LOL!!! I AM GETTING INSPIRATIONS TO COMPOSE AGAIN!!! LOL!!!

On another note, I gotta cut hair soon!!!!! my side burns are getting fuzzy wuzzy... -.- LOL!

OH YES! before i forget... zZz... HAPPY BDAY TO MISS LOU-LIN DESKER!! LOL!!! BDAY 2 WEEKS AGO!!! =X

and of course... BUI EH NO. 3!!!!! MAYBELLE!!! LOL!!!! all finally 18 le ah.... HAHA!!!

Anywho, I converse in Hiragana once more....

息もできないほど打ち拉がれしゃがみ込んだ歩き続けて来た道のまん中で
誰のせいでもなく情けない自分にいつか見たあの夢の破片が涙になる
粉雪が舞うような夜を抱きしめて　頬を濡らそう何も見えない暗闇の果てに　重なってく
傷ついた躰は時間の川で癒せるけどいつのまにか　見失った｢自分らしさ｣は過去の忘れもの
叶わない夢でも歩いてみたかった情熱で報われる孤独を信じていた
粉雪が揺れながら白く染めたこの夜の中で眠れないのは壊れそうだから
粉雪と舞うように夜を抱きしめて　頬を濡らそう何も見えない暗闇の果てに　重なってく
重なってく　重なってく

誰かに愛されたくて愛されなくて自分を愛せずにいた目を閉じるとまわりから全て何もかも消えそうだったさびしさをまぎらわそうと色んなことをした気付くとたった一人笑う事も忘れていたなんとなく分かってた昔見た夢は夢でしかないとつまらない事はしたくない背中を丸め地面を見て歩く日の光をあびない白い肌は疲れきっていた何をしていても時間は過ぎてゆく


LOL!!! that roughly sums up how i feel now!!! =D

Mesmerized within time...
2:15 AM