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Friday, May 18, 2007

I believe many people are quite aware that this time is for elections!

As noone really comes here as it is technically a private blog, I just wanna wish everyone who is running good luck! =]

In the previous years, elections were still quite diplomatic. However, this year, things have suddenly got ugly. People whom were so close last time, BSC's sub comm, somehow, have quite a big division between themselves and program comm. I shan't say who is creating conflicts, etc.

I have begun to reflect why I ran for elections last year. One of them was to create an impact in Business School. Another was to achieve the CCA merit award. A realistic reason would be to test my capabilities in an organization like BSC. To be honest, I have made it out quite well. However, the thing i HATE about myself now is with a rather stony heart and a far too realistic mindset. Indeed, these will make me succeed in the corporate environment. However, I just realized my temper has just got worse.

As time went by, I had developed the mindset to trust noone but myself. My ability to manipulate words, behaviours and thoughts has brought me well around this quality. TO be honest, i even find myself sometimes to be scary. Why? You will tend to do everything by yourself.

I have observed quite a lot of stuffs. Thus, thats why I am really pushing all the way with Maybelle and co. I am seriously thinking in an extremely realistic frame of mind. You definitely need Ra-Ra people inside a committee to make the school vibrant. You need a confident leader who knows what they are doing and are mature enough. EXPERIENCE in the committee is nothing much than just advice. COMMITMENT and DECISIVENESS is yet an aspect which has to be cultivated.

People will definitely say things about others. I have personally experienced it so many times. All i can say is to believe only yourself. How you have experienced things, etc. You will have lost yourself once you succumb to just an individual's words.

As My quote goes:

Kill the Buddha as you see him, Kill the father as you see him.
Never be manipulated by anything. Just live life the way you are.

Beliefs are always one thing. Feeling the thing first hand is yet, another. Trust yourself.

Mesmerized within time...
11:47 PM