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Saturday, September 30, 2006

its all in my head... i'm thinkin about you over and over again.... i'm thinkin about it over and over again.....


Kamisama, mou sukoshi dake.... God, please give me more time....

Mesmerized within time...
4:47 AM


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Just as you thought things were going for the better finally, it just wun end that way... thats what i found out the hard way...

news by the doc... attachment schedules... etc etc etc... i am kinda really getting sick and tired le... but someone has been the glimmering light of my continuing persistance to carry on... its always been you....

upon hearing that you were damn sick.. i really wanna kill myself for not being able to be there by your side and making some nice congee... well, maybe i should... i really also wanna stab myself for like being quite useless and stuff.. i always strive to make every outing a 5/5... cause seeing you smile has always been my priority...

dear lord... please bless her to be ok and for her life to be smooth sailing... at least let me spend my last few years with her happily...

really miss you lots....



on another note, ATTACHMENT SUX!!!!

Mesmerized within time...
1:36 AM


Sunday, September 10, 2006

ok... the sub comm camp kinda ended well in a success!!! LOL!!! really great work to dan, jacq and the rest of my bsc main comm members and also to the helpers of the design school main comm, Jason, Eddie and of course, HAN DELONG!!! LOL!!!

Well, before i continue, i had to say sorry to my main comm members for not being very participative on the final debrief cause my head was really killing me...

the entire camp went extremely well especially for the 1st day!!! the flow started out with the registration, then the ice breaking, then onto the scavanger hunt! moving on, was GOD's auction, flag making and then onto dinner!!! LOL!!! after that, some LT games were played before my nightwalk began!!!!

woah.. the setting up phase for the nightwalk was really damn creepy la.. we saw a classroom the light keep flickering on and off.. which really freaked us out!!! dammit... but nvm... we still proceeded anyways.. HAHA!!! i had played a nice introductory video the scare the shit out of the sub comms before they proceeded upstairs.. i really have to thank my main actors and actresses aka the scare committee for really scaring the shit out of them.. LOL!!! but seriously, comments on it was absolutely good and i again, wanna thank everyone for helping me and giving me their best... =D

the 2nd day was not as smooth due to some delay and also the rain... but generally, we managed to pull ourselves together and end the whole camp with a bang!


i really wanna thank my papayas for staying so strongly together and being so creative especially in the field cooking!! i was really sorry that we did not have enough time to rehearse for the final showdown but hey! you guys did up an extremely good performance after all!! =D i hope i did you guys a good job and making the camp fun and entertaining for you all! =D


on the down side, my headache and eye was really bothering me for the whole camp... well, some stuff between the main comm happened... maybe cause i kinda mia or sth... assumptions always kill our spirit... the reasons to why i never attended the meeting would be the one some of the main comm know... if the assumption is that i always accompany my gf... well, your assumption and perception is far from the truth.. i just hope that i can clear my school fees, etc. by this year.. thats why i have been working like mad... thus, dun mistake my intentions, etc. alright?

Mesmerized within time...
7:32 PM


Sunday, September 03, 2006

10 more days to SIP!!!!!!

Working at Iggy's is fun.. LOL!!!! orh hor... kimmie... ian interested in you le ah... HAHA!!!!! like finally!!! another guy!!! =D

Anywho, i feel kinda dizzy lately and my heart is pissing me off... Have i reached my limits?

Mesmerized within time...
4:10 AM