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Sunday, February 20, 2005

I kinda hate taking money from my parents... in fact... i dun ask for it unless i am really desperate... well, now, i can say that... reason? i am not working anymore... thus, i need to depend on them.. moreover, i nvr took a single cent from my parents since i have started working.. pls correct me if i am wrong... cause i am not working now.. am i wrong to ask for allowance or money from them? or am i overboard when i ask them to give me more when they only gimme a pathetic $5? when they have more than $200-300 in their wallets? what can i do with $5? eat shit?

things change now.. cause i am not workin and stuff... i haf to depend on them... i ask from my mum, my mum ask me to take from my dad... then when i ask from my dad, he asks me to take from my mum.. then the cycle continues... i am sick and tired of all of this pushing ard already... the both of you are WORKING NOW!! and i am hearing things from the both of you ppl... mum says that dad keeps gambling and stuff at his "Lover's" place or what crap... losing money like an idiot to those ppl... i know its rude for me to call my dad that.. but that is wad my mum said...

Dad says that everything is he pay one... all e shit and stuff... and that my mum only dedicates her time on the karaoke... and constantly wasting money on cab, etc. cause she takes 240 wherever she go... and she only eats "high class" food... wadever... i dun really wanna give a damn anymore...

Had a little dispute with my mum juz now cause i asked her to pay for my psycho book... i dun really know e price.. then she asked me how much.. i said i dunno... then she say if i dunno then i dun need the book... can someone enlighten me about this logic here?

so my parents expect me to continue to live on my own and not take a single cent from them.. so this is interesting... i am not working... so i wait for money to fall off the sky? or they expect me to go changi village to sell my ass? i feel that this is extremely a big load of crap...

Maybe i am selfish or what... i dun really give a damn on what they do.. i realize that they dun treeat me as their son or wadeva and they only mainly think of themselves.. and when i ask my mum for a bit of cash.. she says i am always bullying her... cause i always ask her for money... Hmmm... this is really interesting... well, sincerely... i know they kinda think of me as a burden to them le... which gives me the conclusion... why did they give birth to me in the 1st place?

Mesmerized within time...
1:39 AM